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Ho^m bu+?a co' ngu+o+`i ba.n na`o ddo' nghe ba`i Ru Ta Nga^.m Ngu`i
cu?aTri.nh Co^ng So+n co' ddoa.n :
"Mo^i na`o ha~y co`n tho+m cho ta pho+i cuo^.c ti`nh
...
Tay rong re^u ddo+`i mi`nh ..."
ngu+o+`i ba.n ddo' mo+'i tha('c ma('c la` cuo^.c ti`nh chu+' bo^.
qua^`na'o mo+'i vu+`a gia(.t hay sao ma` ddem le^n ... mo^i ma` ...
pho+i? Co`n "tay rong re^u ddo+`i mi`nh" nu+~a, co' pha?i ta'c gia?
muo^'nno'i ve^` "mo^.t ca'nh tay lo^ng la'" ?
Tui nghi~ ca'i ngu+o+`i ma` co' dda^`y ddu? tha^?m quye^`n dde^? tra?
lo+`ichi? la` ta'c gia?, ddu+`ng co' nghe lo+`i ngu+o+`i kha'c ta'n
hu+o+uta'n vu+o+.n ma` ddo^? tho'c gio^'ng ra ma` a(n . O^ng Tri.nh
Co^ngSo+n co' bie^.t ta`i du`ng chu+~, nhu+~ng ba`i ha't cu?a o^?ng
nhie^`ukhi nghe ho^?ng hie^?u ca'i khi? mo^'c gi` ra'o ma` va^~n
tha^'yhay . Nhu+ trong ba`i Quy`nh Hu+o+ng, co' ca^u :
"Ta mang cho em mo^.t chu't ti`nh
Mie^.ng cu+o+`i khu'c khi'ch tre^n lu+ng ..."
Mo^.t va`i ca si~ khi ca ca^u na`y tha^'y ho^?ng co' y' nghi~a (mie^.ng
na`oma` mie^.ng mo.c o+? tre^n ... lu+ng dde^? co^ con ga'i cu+o+`i),
tha`nhra pha?i su+?a la.i la` "mie^.ng cu+o+`i khu'c khi'ch tre^n mo^i"
Co^Y' Lan thi` co^? gia?i thi'ch la`, ddo' la` hi`nh a?nh cu?a mo^.t
ngu+o+`icon ga'i, dda'nh ddu tre^n lu+ng cu?a ngu+o+`i ye^u cu?a mi`nh
va`cu+o+`i khu'c khi'ch (vi` tha(`ng ke'p co' ta^'m lu+ng da`i nhu+
bo^.divan, dda'nh ddu tre^n ddo' ca? tie^'ng ddo^`ng ho^` ho^?ng tha^'y
me^.t,co`n tha^'y khoa'i chi' ne^n cu+o+`i khu'c khi'ch -:). Tui thi`
tuinghe co' ngu+o+`i gia?i thi'ch nhu+ va^`y : "chu+~ lu+ng trong ca^u
ha'tho^?ng co' pha?i la` lu+ng la` bu.ng gi` ra'o, ma` la` "lu+ng
chu+`ng",ngu+o+`i con ga'i o^ng TCS ta? la` mo^.t co^ ga'i Hue^', ma`
conga'i Hue^' la`m ca'i gi` cu~ng nu+?a chu+`ng la^'p la la^'p lu+?ng
chongu+o+`i ta ddoa'n . Co^ ga'i cu+o+`i khu'c khi'ch lu+ng chu+`ng
ro^`iddo^.t nhie^n im ba(.t, bo+?i vi` co^ cho+.t nghi~ to+'i "DDe^m
tu+`ngdde^m buo^`n ba? vo+'i nhu+~ng mo^i ho^n Trong vu+o+`n tra(ng
vu+`ano+? nhu+~ng ddo'a mong manh" . DDang "dda'nh ddu" vo+'i ngu+o+`i
ti`nhma` nghi~ to+'i mai ra`y ho^?ng co`n bie^'t ddu+o+.c dda'nh ddu
nhu+va^.y nu+~a hay kho^ng, ne^n co^ ta chi? cu+o+`i co' nu+?a nu., nu.
cu+o+`iphong ki'n vu+`a mo+'i he' le^n khu'c khi'ch lu+ng chu+`ng thi`
bi.... ta('t tie^'ng ! DDo' nghe ngu+o+`i ta ta'n hu+o+u ta'n vu+o+.n
dda~cha(?ng nhu+~ng ho^?ng co' hie^?u the^m ma` ca`ng tha^'y ro^'i
ra('m.
Ta.i sao ho^?ng ca ddo+n gia?n de^~ hie^?u nhu+ "DDo+`i tui co^ ddo+n
ne^nye^u ai cu~ng co^ ddo+n" hay "Nga`y xu+a ai la' ngo.c ca`nh va`ng
Nga`yxu+a ai quye^`n quy' cao sang" . Ca le^n la` hie^?u lie^`n, kho?i
ca^`nla^.t tu+. ddie^?n, kho?i ca^`n xa'ch ddi't ddi ho?i ngu+o+`i
kha'c.
Ca la`m chi ca'i ba`i : "Ti`nh Nhi. Ho^` va^~n thu+o+ng a^m xu+a .
CungNguye^.t Ca^`m va^~n thu+o+ng Co^ To^ . Ne^n lo`ng tan bie^'n trong
hu+vo^ . Oa'n thu` dda^`y mo^` . Ma'u xu+o+ng to+i bo+`i nhie^`u mu`a
thu..." Nhi. Ho^` la` ca'i khi? kho^ gi` va^.y ? Co`n Co^ To^ la`
tha(`ngcha hay con me. dda^y ? O^ng Cung Tie^'n mo^~i la^`n ke^u ca si~
ha'tba`i na`y pha?i ddu+'ng be^n ca.nh gia?i thi'ch tu+`ng chu+~ cho
kha'ngia? hie^?u . Vie^'t ba`i ha't nhu+ va^.y thi` la`m sao pho^?
bie^'nddu+o+.c "sa^u ro^.ng trong qua^`n" chu'ng ?
Cha.y le^n xe buy't ma` nghe ma^'y ngu+o+`i ha't da.o ma` ha't, ho.
catoa`n nhu+~ng ba`i nghe qua la` tha^'y tha^'m thi'a trong lo`ng
lie^`n,ho^?ng co' tha('c ma('c la`m chi cho me^.t dda^`u me^.t o'c .
Tuinghe nha.c dde^? gia?i tri' cho dda^`u o'c thanh tha?n ddo+~ ca(ng
tha(?ng,chu+' ho^?ng pha?i nghe ro^`i cha.y ddi la^.t cuo^'n tu+.
ddie^?nna`y tra cu+'u, nu'm a'o nhu+~ng ba^.c hie^?u ro^.ng ma` nho+`
ho.gia?i dda'p . Nghe ma^'y ngu+o+`i ha't da.o ca :
"Tui o+? ngoa.i o^ mo^.t ca(n nha` nho? co' hoa tho+m tra'i ngo.t
Ga^`n ke^` lo^'i xo'm co' co^ ba.n tha^n so+'m ho^m lo sa'ch dde`n"
co' pha?i la` gia?n di. bie^'t bao nhie^u .
Ba`y dda(.t ddua ddo`i ga^n co^? le^n ha't : "Nga`y tha^`n tie^n em
bu+o+'cle^n ngo^i DDa~ nghe son va`ng ta? to+i Tra^`m mi`nh trong
hu+o+ngddo^'t ho+i cay Mong ti`m ra phu't sum va`^y", la'ng cha'ng bi.
ho?i"son va`ng ta? to+i" la` ca'i qua'i quy? gi` va^.y, ro^`i la.i
ddu+.cma(.t ra a^'p a a^'p u'ng ho^?ng bie^'t tra? lo+`i sao thi` co'
pha?ila` que^ xe^. kho^ng . Ca mo^.t ba`i ha't la` die^~n ta? no^.i
dungdde^'n ngu+o+`i nghe, ma` chi'nh mi`nh cu~ng ho^?ng hie^?u mo^ te^
ngo.nnga`nh thi` la`m sao ma` truye^`n ca?m xu'c truye^`n rung ddo^.ng
to+'ingu+o+`i ta ddu+o+.c .
Va^.y thi` mai mo^'t ne^'u lo+~ ba.n co' nghe mo^.t ba`i ha't na`o
kho'hie^?u thi` hoa(.c la` cho no' ddi tu+` lo^~ tai na`y qua lo^~
taikia, hoa(.c la` tu+. ti`m cho mi`nh lo+`i gia?i thi'ch na`o ma`
ba.ncho la` thi'ch ho+.p . Hay dde^? kho?i la`m kho' nhau, kie^'m ma^'y
ba`ibolero ma` nghe, ba?o dda?m nghe to+'i dda^u hie^?u to+'i ddo' .
Aino'i tui que^ mu`a hu? la^.u tui chi.u chu+' tui la` tui u+ng ma^'y
ba`ica bi`nh da^n mo^.c ma.c, nhu+ "Ta.i anh ddo' ne^n duye^n mi`nh
do+?dang Em na`o mo^.ng mo+ quye^`n quy' cao sang", hay "Lo+~ mo^.t
cungdda`n Pha?i cha(ng ti`nh ddo+`i la` vo`ng da^y oan tra'i", nghe
mu`ico' thua gi` co+m ru+o+.u ?
Co`n ne^'u lo+~ mua mo^.t ba(ng nha.c co' va`i ba`i tho+`i thu+o+.ng
thi`tui se~ tu+. gia?i thi'ch ... mi`nh e^n (co' che^'t tha(`ng ta^y
na`oma` so+.) . Ai ca^'m tui suy lua^.n "Na`y em ho+~i Con ddu+o+`ng
emddi ddo' Con ddu+o+`ng em theo ddo' DDu'ng dda^'y em o+i" la` cu?a
mo^.ttha(`ng ke'p tha^'y con dda`o dda.p xe cha.y vo^ ddu+o+`ng mo^.t
chie^`uma(.t xanh le` xanh le't vi` so+. mi`nh ddi lo^.n chie^`u ru?i
bi.xe hu? lo^ to^ng cho mo^.t ca'i ra^`m thi` no'i sao xui, be`n
ddu+'ngo+? dda^`u ddu+o+`ng ga`o le^n nhu+ va^.y dde^? tra^'n an con
nho?. Ai ca^'m tui die^~n gia?i "Ti`nh ye^u nhu+ tra'i pha' Con tim
mu`lo`a Mo^.t mai thu+'c da^.y Cho+.t ho^`n nhu+ nga^'t nga^y Cho+.t
buo^`ntrong ma('t ai Ro^`i ti`nh vui trong ma('t Ro^`i ti`nh buo^`n
trongtay" la` ye^u nhau thi` ddu+`ng co' ba. dda^u "ngu?" ddo', ne^n
thu+'cda^.y dde^? do`m ro~ ma(.t nhau, chu+' nha('m ma('t rie^'t ro^`i
co'nga`y bi. mu` thi` se~ buo^`n che^'t ddu+o+.c, vo+'i la.i nha('m
hoa`icon ma('t bi. ddo^? ghe`n do`m ho^?ng tha^'y long lanh mo+ mo^.ng
nu+~aho^?ng cho'ng thi` cha^`y se~ bi. bo^` dda' ... ?
Tho^i dde^? tui ddi kie^'m va`i ba?n nha.c bi`nh da^n nghe cho ddo+~
buo^`nngu? coi . Cha` pha?i lu+.a ba(ng cu?a Duy Kha'nh hay Hu+o+ng
Landda^y, tho^i cho hai ngu+o+`i song ca luo^n, ba`i "Ti`nh Nghe`o" :
...Nho+' nho+' thu+o+? na`o Anh la` ca^`y thue^ Em la` ga'nh rong
Mie^'ng tra^`u cay ma` ne^n duye^n vo+. cho^`ng ...
nghe mo^.c ma.c ma` hay dda'o dde^?, pha?i kho^ng quy' vi. ?
Gia` Mo^`m
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