The Kingdom Of Love

It's been few days since I got home from the hospital and I've learned how to wake up when Christina wakes up. It's the same time every morning and one time I didn't wake up. Mark actually got up and fed her and I was able to see him do it. I saw him have a bottle in one hand and keeping our daughter in the other. He cradled her in his one arm and gave the bottle to her with other. Then he sat down in the rocking chair and rocked back&forth while feeding her the bottle. I stood at the doorway watching him do it and I walked into the room. I walked over to him and sat on comforter next to the rocking chair. He looked over at me and only smiled at me.

Then he put his left arms around and pulled me to him. Without crashing Christina he bent his head down to my level and his hair fell front as his lips claimed mine in soft kiss.I had the urge to put my arms around his neck but with Christina in his arms I didn't. He could feel my restraint so I picked up me and placed me on his lap without breaking the kiss. I pulled back from the kiss and laid my head on his chest,i listened to his heartbeat. His heartbeat was like music to my ears and he looked at me and his daughter were in his arms the same time. By this time Christina had fallen asleep with of his fingers in her mouth and looked over to her. A smile acrossed my lips and loving,protective feeling came over to me.

He chuckled deeply this time and I carefully got his lap so he could put her back in the cradle. We both walked over to candle and he carefully laid her down and covered her up with the blanket. Then we looked at each other and he pulled me into his arms. He hair fell forward as he lips again claimed mine in a kiss. I carefully wrapped my arms around his neck and I felt myself being pressed against the candle I did not care at that moment in time. His lips went my neck and placed light kisses plus light nap to.

In the opposite cover of the room parallel from Christina's candle. A wide evil smile spread across both our faces and picked up me. He carried me all the way to the bed and showed me how much he missed me. Every touch,caress,word,and emotion was different this time. As he made love to me a song came to my mind by Air Supply called Making Love Out Of Nothing At All.

I quietly opened the closet door and pulled a blanket,two pillows for me and Mark. Then I shut the door very quietly as I had opened it and walked over to the bed. I sat on the bed and raised Mark's head up and placed a pillow under his head so he would not complain about his neck hurting him in the morning. Then I put my pillow down and pulled the blanket off the floor. I carefully pulled it on the bed and placed it over us. Just as I was about to lay on my head on my pillow I was pulled into his arms again. "Oh well"i said falling sleep on his chest and soon after sleep claimed me. About 3 or 4 the next morning I woke up to find Christina crying bloody murder.

I walked into the kitchen over to the refrezzer and grab on a bottle. Then putting the bottle into the pan with some water and heated until its warm enough. Not too hot not cold but just right. Then I turned off the pan and took the bottle out of the pan. I tested it on the side of my left arm and walked out of the kitchen. I walked quickly to Christina's room and picked up her up.

I candled her in my arms and fed her the bottle. As I fed her the bottle I walked over to the rocking chair and rocked back and forth. I sung to her softly as she fed off the bottle and I grabbed the cloth off the back of the chair. I placed it on my left shoulder and then I took the bottle from her to see if she need to bump her. I bump her and then I cradled her in my arms again. She started to make baby noises at me and I played along with her. She giggled with happiness and grabbed unto my hair.

Then she did the funniest thing with her hand,she lended her head to side just like Glen does as Kane. I could only giggle at her and smile that she was taking after her godfather. Again I started to sing to her softly and the song I sung to her was "The Mocking Bird". It was something my mother sung to me when I was a baby and now I was singing to my baby daughter.

Just then she split up all her milk on his face and milk went all over him. I put my hand over my mouth to keep from laughting but i couldn't help. I brusted out laughting and Christina just giggled at him. He turned and looked at me with dirty look. But he started to laught along with me and Christina. We were laughting so loud and hard that we by accident woke up Glen and Michelle who were down the hall from Christina's room

Carefully I placed her back in the candle and covered her up with her blanket. Then I looked down at Christina with love and I vowed to protect her with my life if it took that. Then I felt a hand on right shoulder and I turned around to see Mark staring at me.

I slept peacefully that's something I haven't done in several months. A peacefully sleep that I didn't want to get up but I knew I had to. It was about 10 or 11 am the next morning I woke up. I moved around and found myself laying on pillow. I bolted up and fear seized me.

I ran up the hallway toward the living room and I found that Mark was holding Christina in his arms. Such a relief washed over my body and I walked quickly to him. I was within hearing distance, I heard Christina talking baby talk to him and he was talking baby talk back to her. I started to giggle very softly to myself and I was enjoying listening to my husband talking to his daughter. I walked even closer to them and I heard Mark say to her "You and my mom very special to me and if anything happened to u or her or both of you two I will be lose forever. Both of ya'll are two very special ladies in my life".

I started to cry at those words and that I would give my life for Mark plus my daughter life I would lay down for too. I placed my hand on his shoulder and looked up at me. The first thing he did was notice tears coming down my face and I sat down right beside him.

Christina started to talk baby talk to me and I talked back to her. I heard Mark chuckle under his breathe when I started to talk baby talk to her. Mark handed Christina over to me and he slid right behind me. He stenched his long legs out across from me and pulled me&Christina up to his chest. I loved every minute of it and I laid my head back on his chest. Christina loved been the center of attention especially when she had both of parents to give her attention from. I looked down to find Christina curled up and she was fast asleep across my chest. I started to giggle and he looked down at me. He finally saw what I was giggling at Christina had fallen asleep across my chest and had my shirt in tight fist.

I opened my eyes to find myself staring out and he started to sing in my ear. Our fingers interwited with each others and I turned my head to face him. I placed my hand on side of his face and we kissed. I turned my body around just little bit to deepened the kiss. I pulled back and realized something.

He held Christina in his arms and grab my hand ran out into the house. We ran out the front door with Glen and Michelle right behind us. Mark got in my car and he unlocked my door. I got in the car and took Christina out of his arms. He started the car and made the tires make a grinning sound on the road. Glen and Michelle followed right behind us and they had a hard time picking up with us. Mark drove like bat of hell and it was scaring me. I kept talking about Christina and making sure she was conscious. We arrived at the hospital less than a minute and I opened the door. I ran to the entrance of the hospital and found the nearest nurse told her what was wrong. She took Christina away from me and told me following her. At the same time Mark,Michelle,and Glen arrived and they ran to me. I told them what the nurse told me and we all followed the nurse to certain point

Then everything came back to me and tears started to come down my face. He pulled me into his arms and held me very tightly to him. He out his chain on my head and just told me it was going to be ok. A few minutes later the doctor came in the room and all of us stood up.

As we walked to her room it seem like we were walking down a endless hallway with no hope of it ending. Finally we reached her room and as we entered it broke my heart to see her. She was hooked up to some IV's and she was crying for my mommy and daddy. I walked over to the nurse and the nurse looked up at me.

I sat down in the chair and slowly rocked her back and forth. Singing and humming to her she just looked up at me. She started to talk baby talk to me and Mark walked over to me talked back to her as well. Michelle and Glen sat on the other side of me and watched me.

To see me smile brought warmth to Mark's heart and silently thank the man upstairs for watching over our baby daughter. A few minutes later Christina was asleep in my arms and i was slowly falling asleep too. Mark noitced this and slowly took Christina out of my arms and held her in his arms. Glen and Michelle mere noded at each other and silently left the room without me and Mark knowing.

I was able to get my hand under his shirt and rub my hand back his back. His skin felt so hot under my touch and i smiled to myself. All of sudden Mark put christina in her candle and he walked over to the door. He locked it and walked over to the blinders. He pulled the cord to shut them so noone would what was going on in the room.

He lowered his head and capture my lips in savage kiss.I wrapped my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss,pleased with my reaction he pulled me into his arms. My body melted against his body and carefully lowered me down to the floor. We made wild passionate love right there.

He opened his eyes and looked up at me. A smile craved his lips and he sat up. I handed him his clothes and we helped each other get dressed while kissing each other too. Very quickly I unlocked the door and Mark pulled up the blinders so it looked nothing happened in her room. I went back over to check on Christina and she opened her eyes. She started giggle loudly and move her arms and legs as well. I picked up her up and walked over to Mark. He turned around to see me hold our baby and he walked over to me&Christina were.

I held her in my arms and talked softly to her. She started to giggle with delight and smile with appeared on her face. I pulled her shirt little and blew on her tummy. She giggled even louder and I totally forgot that Mark,Michelle,and Glen were still in the room. I heard someone clear their throat very loudly and I looked up at find Michelle,Glenand Mark staring at me. I stopped on blowing her tummy and looked up at everyone.

Mark walked over to me and I gave him Christina to him. Then I got up from the chair I was sitting in and walked out of the room. Tears coming down my face how hard it was going to leave the hospital without my baby this time. Mark saw me walked out of the room and he handed Christina over to Glen who was her godfather and Michelle walked over to Glen. They sat together and they talked to Christina while Mark walked out of the room. He turned to look at them and Glen said

He sat down right beside me and he pulled me into his arms. I cried and cried in his arms and he comforted me by saying "It's OK it's OK". I pulled back from the his shoulder and he wiped away all my tears from my eyes. I looked into his eyes and said"It's going to be so hard when we leave without our baby".

He chuckled softly at me and we decide to back into the hospital to inform Glen,Michelle what our plans were. We walked into the hospital hand and hand to the elevator. He pressed on the button and we waited for the elevator to come. Then a wicked idea came into my mind and I squeezed his hand very hard. He looked down at me and I pointed to his ear so I could whispered something in his ear. He lended so I could whispered it in his ear.After telling him my idea he raised his eye brow and evil smile crossed his lips.

I didn't even have to ask him twice.He walked over to me and he lowered his head to kiss me. It was a slow passionate kiss and i started to unbutton his shirt while we were kissing.Without breaking the kiss i pushed his shirt off and he started to unbutton my shirt. Soon i was standing before him in complete darkness and was topless.He pulled from the kiss and he reached behind me unclaped my bra. I shivler with need and desire for him. After he took my bra off i started kiss his chest and work my way down. His skin was hot under my kisses and i pulled back from him. I unbuncked his belt and threw it to the floor. Then i started to unzip his pants and pushed his pants passed his waist. Also i kicked off my shoes and i lented down to untie his shoes. I helped out his shoes and pulled his pants off him without him falling on the floor. He helped me out of my pants and slowly pulled my panties i was wearing off my body. After taking off my panties he took his underwear and he walked over to me. Slowly he picked me off the floor and placed against the wall.

Back in the eleventor we laid totally excusted from our love making and laid on Mark's chest. Sweat covered our bodies but we didn't care anyway we were stunck in this eleventor who was going to find we made love in a eleventor expect me and Mark. Well maybe Glen and Michelle might figuare it out sooner than later anyway. I looked up Mark's eyes were closed and his chest slowly went up and down. I slowly crawled up his chest until i reached his lips and applied enough pressure to wake him up.I pulled back from the kiss and i saw his eyes open.

Soon the light came on and we were able to find our clothes to in record time. We dressed each other and tied each other's shoes right before the eleventor doors opened. The doors opened and we stepped out of the eleventor and walked toward Christina's room.

We find a hotel near the hosptail and checked in for the night. I was to tried to stay and so me and Mark returned early that night. While Glen and Michelle decided to make good use of the night and they made love until the sun came up. After which Me and Mark went to the hosptail to get Christina and bring her home. We signed the release papers and walked out of the hosptail with our baby in my arms.Mark drove to back hotel and informed the front desk we were checking out of our room and we left a message with the front desk to tell Glen and MIchelle that we went home with Christina. To meet us back to the house.

We walked through the livingroom and down the hallway to her room. I carefully placed her in her candle and kissed her check. I walked away from her candle and out of the room.I was met half way by Mark who had his arms acrossed right in front of his chest.

I felt my heart just break into two pieces and i laid my head on his chest.Meanwhile Michelle and Glen checked out of their room at the hotel and got the message from me and Mark. As Glen drove to the house he told Michelle that he doesn't have to go back wwf tv until next week,but Mark does.

As the song played I walked back over to him and pulled him to the center of the living room. He enclosed his arms around me and I laid my head his chest and we slowed dance together. We danced as one and I never heard the front door open. Glen and Michelle had walked into the house and saw me and mark slow dancing and the outside did not matter that time. Glen and Michelle saw us dance and they both grinned from ear to ear. After the song ended we turned to see Glen and Michelle staring at us.

I landed on the floor away from the couch and I took off running.I ran down the hallway until I got to the last closet on the left side of the hallway. I quickly opened the door and close it. Soon as I entered the closet to blimp into something and fell right on my ass.

He lowered his lips to mine and we started to undress each other. But passions would not allows us to take things slow like we wanted. We made love in that closet and Glen and Michelle did not even come looking for me after I did the back flip.A few hours later we came out of the closet and walked toward Christina's room. We saw Glen and Michelle talking baby talk to her and they turned to look at us.

I could hear Christina's giggles and she started to cry.I walked over to the candle and picked her up. I held her in my arms and started to talk baby talk to her. She just giggle away and I decided to let Mark hold her for while. I had to get a bottle for her.

I walked into the kitchen and got a bottle for her.I walked back out of the kitchen and down the hallway. When I came back to the room Glen and Michelle were going and i saw Mark sitting in the rocking chair.He rocked back and forth in the chair. I could heard him talking Christina and I walked over to him.

Suddenly an I idea came into my mind and I leaned up to Mark's ear. I whispered it in his ear and he nodded approval at it.He looked down at Christina and took the bottle away. I grabbed the toilet from on the back of the chair and placed it on his shoulder.With his other hand Mark started to burp her and he patted her softly on her back. She let out a small yet loud burp and I started to giggle at her. Then he rocked her back and forth in his arms until she was fast asleep.

We walked over to a patio swing and we sat down. We swung back and forth looking at the stars and I laid my head on his chest. I was content with laying in his arms for the last time before he leaves tomorrow morning. There was a blanket on the of the swing and I pulled over us to sleep there. There was such love and warm while in his arms and we fell sleep in each other's arms. I woke up to hear the birds sing and I decided to wake up Mark to see the sunrise before he left this morning.

I felt him move and i looked up to see his eyes open. We watched the sunraise and we went inside the house.I decided to help him pack for his flight this morning. I was holding back tears as i helped him pack and i could sense he was holding back tears to.After helping him pack we walked up the hallway to the livingroom. I heard movement in the kitchen we walked into the kitchen and found Glen and Michelle in the kitchen. Glen drinking his coffee and Michelle her apple juice sitting at the table and they looked up to us at the doorway looking at them.

The song played until i parked in the parking lot at the airport. I took a deep breathe before exiting out of the car and we walked into the airport holding hands. Mark checked his bags at the baggage check in and we walked over to a seat. We could not put a simple sentence together and soon we heard his flight being called.

Meanwhile in the plane Mark looked his window and saw the fire just go into left engine. Then moments later a explosion rocked the plane and screams from women and children were heard all around him. Soon chaos broke out and the plane suddenly dripped forward and the left wing was torn was right off. The plane started rolled repeatedly and I watched in horror has it did so and the pieces of the plane were flying everything.

The plane slowly stopped rolling and the medical personal raced to the plane. They had already had their minds up no one survived this crash and if they did they die on the way to hospital. I was numb from what I saw I only prayed that some people lived through it.In my heart I hoped Mark would one of the survivors but my mind was telling me he did not.

We arrived the plane bag gages was everywhere and wreckage of the plane was all the place. The rescuers begun their resure for survivors and they used the jaws of life to cut through the plane and wanted to be with them. But I was held back by police and other medical people there now there was the wait to hear news of survivors. A few hours went by nothing and another hour went by nothing. I started to lose hope of ever seeing Mark live again and tears poured down my face at the throught of this. All of sudden i heard yelling and they requested a strencher.

Meanwhile Michelle and Glen grabbed some clothes for Christina ,extra bottles too. They left the house in mad rush. As I rode in the ambulance my mind was raced with thoughts how did he survived the crash and what were his injuries were fatal or they just bluses on the head. I didn't know until the doctor's did a check up on him.

Michelle handed Christina over to Mark. I let go of his hand for him to hold Christina in his arms.He held Christina in his arms and looked back at me. He realized that he could've died in the plane today and he would have left me and Christina behind. Me without a husband and Christina without a father figure in her life. All this came flashing in his mind as he held Christina and looked at me.I looked at him and I saw tears coming down his face. I wiped his tears away with my finger and kissed him on the lips. I pulled back from him and sat back down in my seat. Glen and Michelle sat on the other side of Mark as he held Christina in his arms. Christina hold a handful of Mark's hair in her hand and just started to pull it.

He carefully pulled the hand fill of hair out of Christina's but she grabbed of his fingers instead. All we laughed at her and Christina started to yawn. Within minutes she went to sleep in Mark's arms and carefully pulled his finger from Christina hand. Her drool was all over Mark's hospital grown and he just didn't care about that at the moment. He looked down at Christina and he kissed forehead. By this time a nurse came into the room and told us visiting hours were over and we could come back tomorrow. I didn't want to leave Mark but I had to. Carefully without waking Christina up I took her out of Mark's arms and I kissed Mark on the lips.I pulled back from him and it took all my willpower to walk out of that room. Glen,Michelle,Christina,and I walked over to the hotel which was next door to the hospital and booked a room for the night. Glen and Michelle were right next door to me and Christina. I walked into the room and carefully laid Christina on the bed and I prepared myself to go to bed. I laid right beside Christina and I couldn't get the image of that plane out of my mind.Just the way it kept rolling repeatly over until it stopped and almost losing Mark today was too much for me to bear. I looked over at the clock on the night stand and it read 11:30pm.

I dreamed about the plane and the events after it. I woke up with cold sweat coming on my face and wiped it away. I tried again to get some sleep and this time it worked. Meanwhile in the hospital Mark was having a rough time going to sleep. He kept dreaming about the plane and all the screams he heard while the plane was rolling repeatedly over.He woke up with cold sweat coming his face and wiped it away.

I and Glen took Christina to see Mark this morning. We decided not to wake up you and we through you need sometime to rest.So then you could come to the hosptail refreshed. Don't worry about driving all the way home to get some clothes, i brought you some of the house before we left.There laying on the toilet and some other womanly things for ya.

Mark closed the room after he came in and locked it. He heard me singing in the shower and as he walked he took off all his clothes before ever geeting to the bathroom. I left the bathroom cracked to let some of stream out and he walked right into the bathroom without me knowing.

I moved over to make room for him but he almost took up the whole shower from me. Soon he stood in front of me and a wicked idea came into my mind. I grabbed the soap from the lench and a began to lather it up. Then i put the soap back and started to wash his back and then i ran my hand down his back. I felt him relax under my touch and with some soap still on my hands i started to wash his arms. I rubbed the lather of soap up and down his arms he seemed to be enjoying it.

Meanwhile Glen and Michelle walked in the park with Christina in a staller. She giggled with happiness when she a butterfly fly right in front of her. She tried to catch it but it flew away to fast for her to catch it and she put her hands to her eyes.She started to rub her eyes and a yarn exscape her lips

.Michelle laid her hand on Glen's shoulder and he put his arm around her waist.A brezze softly blew through Michelle's hair making flow right behind her but it was making Glen's go in his face. Michelle giggled as he tried to keep his hair out of his face. He looked down at her but they ended up laughing together not as loud to wake Christina from her nap at the moment.

Back in the shower i just finished washed Mark's chest area with soap and i could see his eyes grow darker by the minute with desire that could not be put out now. I swashed water on his chest to get the soap off and He carried to me the wall and i grabbed unto his shoulders for dear life. He kissed me with such passion that it took my breathe away and he positioned hisself. He entered me and we moved as one until the water turned cold on us.

After getting dressed we both packed up my stuff and checked out of the hotel. Mark loaded my suitcase in the trunk of my car and we walked hand in hand to the park. We walked hand in hand and the brezze softly blew in my hair that had a handband keeping it back. Mark's hair was tied in a ponytail with the usual black banana and with his black sunglasses. I could only smile to myself and we walked side by side. We walked in the park until we found Glen and Michelle sitting on a park bench.