Closure
The confusion.
The uncertainty.
Does she like me?
Does she love me?
Months of wondering.
Long nights left unslept.
Long nights spent dreaming.
Oh how I wept.
I should have asked sooner:
How she felt about me.
Would I lose her?
Would I have her?
How is it going to be?
But now I know,
I finally realize,
My feelings to not be mutual.
My life is once again neutral.
Now you know how I feel,
As I know how you feel.
And there needn’t be more questions asked,
For it seems,
We have come to an understanding.
The way things are,
The way perhaps they were meant to be,
Seems much less complicated
To my heart, to me.
Yet,
I will forever be left with,
That feeling of "What if..?"
Hopefully you have found,
If you ever get lonely:
Just ask,
And I can be there as your friend.
Someone to keep you company,
When no one’s around.
And you need not worry,
For I will not get the wrong idea.
If you ever call, and ask for me,
I know it’s just because you need someone to talk to ya.
My closing thoughts,
Are of the future,
For which I fought,
So hard to make sure.
What will become of us,
From this whole misunderstanding between us?
Hopefully,
This will bring a strengthening force unto our friendship.
Don’t be afraid to share your hardship.
It is my dream forever,
That we can grow to become closer than ever.
Also, in the future,
You will find the right guy, I'm sure.
I know you will make him very happy,
Feel very special as well as important.
Fill him with glee,
And make him happy, that he has you.
Your love, so strong and true.
Bye for now, with lots of love,
~*~Dave~*~
E-mail Dave: bioserr@corecomm.net
