I travel this lonely road, forever roaming forward on.
Looking for peace and forgiveness, carrying on.
Why? I am asking; do I suffer so baddly with pain in my heart?
Why do I want to strive so baddly to make amends, I'm torn apart!
Is my road coming to an end, or is my soul leaving me?
Why can't these feelings of pain be set free?
I feel as if I am in a ditch, stuck and no where to go, downward, going fast.
My heart cries out in pain wanting forgiveness for all the mistakes of my past.
I can not let depression take over and cloud my ways.
Creator, please ease this pain I feel, take away this haze!
Show me a way to go, show me the right road to travel.
I feel as if I have been drug through the rough gravel.
I understand, that with out pain, there can not be comfort.
But I don't know how much longer I can take this hurt.
I am so confused and have no idea which way I should go.
My heart feels as if a knife took its mighty sharp blow.
I love the man I have now, my children are ok.
I thought I knew which road to travel and which way.
I long to be forgiven, and my heart aches so.
Why do I long for this, how far must I sink, how low?
I try to connect to my creator while alone and I sing with my heart.
It seems as though He no longer hears me, it's tearing me apart.
I feel all alone and weak from the loneliness I feel; the pain.
Pick me up Creator, take me away, never to feel this again!
