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| I've created this page for a very special person. I cannot add a picture at this time. This person has changed my life in so many ways and I want to thank you so much for that. Thank you so much for being the person you are and thank you for being a part of my life..I hope you know how much you mean to me...*Hugs* | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| To Feel Once More | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I sat by the waters' edge, gazing out upon it's surface; watching in horror as the waves relentlessly throw themsleves upon the rocks, shattering into a froth of foam. A tear trembled, nervously stepping out upon it's ledge; seemingly undecided about it's fate before it cast itself out to unite with the chaos below. I saw a part of me lying helpless upon the cold, wet blocks of emotioinless shapes, It pains me to go back, to experience it all again; for the emotional grief far outweighs the physical trauma. I can still feel the blows as they rained down like hail. my battered reflection will heal, but my soul has been so deeply scarred; Eternity may not be long enough for it to recover. My emotions betray me, infuriated by the realizatiion that time will not wait, or even pause long enough for the mending of my soul to begin; rage out of control like wildfires. Inner madness has overcome me, my distain for life unbecoming. To live a nightmare I once thought to be impossible; I know now to be true. My soul bulges with this inner atrocity; destroying all my being. What had took a lifetime to build. Seemingly minuscule in comparison to tear down. So It went for awhile. To be trapped, one needs not to be encased in a cage, or restrained behind bars; Only unwilling, even unable to help oneself. Knelt down in a praying position I begged for relief from this maelstrom that had silently surrounded me. A hand gently rested upon my soul and the flames retreated. Like a rainbow that brightens the sky after a downpour, you paint a smile on my face. If I were Da Vinci you would be my Mona Lisa. To capture such bearty seems selfish; But I cannot help myself. Your presence so enlightening, like that of a thousand candles burning at midnights' birth. It is said that a picture is worth a thousand words; For yours, to put a price is impossible. It all seems like something that dreams are made of; And if it is, please do not wake me. A blessing brought down from heaven itself. An angel perhaps, I do not know, but there is one thing I am sure of. Angels do live among us, for each, there is one who brings joy and happiness to our lives; In essence, they are part of our being. I have found mine. Thank you God for a gift I'm not sure if I deserve, But I will cherish it for all of eternity and beyond; forever encased in my heart where it has mended all the holes, and pieced back together all the gaps. |
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| Written by Chris Aris Thursday, May 13, 1999 |
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