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More From My Brilliant Mind
The Unfabulous
Side Of My Life
I've had to deal with a lot of awful things in my life...
Starting with child abuse. For years, I was beaten regularly by
my father. The abuse finally stopped when I was 18 when he had a
stroke. He passed away when I was 19, but by that time, something
else had set in...
Mental illness-I'm currently diagnosed as schizoaffective, which
basically means that I hear voices, am paranoid at times and go
from normal to manic to depression and back again. I don't like
it, but it's what I have to deal with. My daily cocktail of meds
include Trazodone, Lithium, Propranolol and Risperdal. But that's
not all, folks...
Being a plus size woman-It sucks being big, especially when your
whole family is skinnier than you and is constantly after you to
lose weight and reminding you that you're fat. Yes, I'm working
on losing weight, but until that glorious day when I can look in
the mirror and smile at myself, I'm stuck as a big girl. But you
know what? BIG GIRLS ROCK!!! We are coming out and doing amazing
things. We're modeling, we're on TV, we're making headlines out
of ourselves. Hell, we've even got pageants for plus size women!
We are out there and we are proud!
(Not So) Frequently Asked Questions About Me
1. Who is Steven Cojocaru and why are you raving incessantly about him?
Steven Cojocaru *as seen above* is an absolute hottie *even for his age* fashion guru from Entertainment Tonight and the Insider. Why I talk about him endlessly? He's my idol and my inspiration. The man saved my life. Back in 2005 when I was going through hell, he was going through more hell with his failed kidney transplant. He taught me that if he could come back from darkness, than I can too. He's the only reason I didn't kill myself. Now my reason for living is so that I can meet him and thank him for giving me a reason to live.
2. Where can I find your erotica?
I've posted my erotica at various forums. Just ask me and I'll send you a link, cause you've gotta be over 18 to view them of course.
3. Why do you do pageants?
I started doing pageants to make me feel better about myself, cause my self esteem isn't exactly up to par. Now I do pageants because I want to make a difference, especially in my platform of Polycystic Kidney Disease.
