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The shit pretty much hit
the fan yesterday. I'm writing this from the Farmhouse Attic. I need to get down and get some breakfast or something.
I really should. But I want to get this written down.
It started at breakfast. I caught this great catch, but my mood was going to be short lived. Alex was acting really weird, right off the bat. He was cold, almost--hateful. He called me 'Kristine-yuf' for crying outloud! He at least called me plain ol' Kristine, if not just Kris. Then Lou came to hug him. She always does, I mean they're friends. And he flipped her on her back, and almost got violent. That's when Ada and I stepped in (Can you believe it? I actually tried to assert dominance over the entire group). We found out that Alex's teacher, Moon Otter (Who happens to be the Slord Elder), ordered Alex to kill a couple of gagged and bound innocents. Yup, Otter's not very well liked at the moment. Rends-the-Dark, a Fury, stepped in, and I don't know what really happened. I was with Dusty. Otter showed up and Dusty and I left because we both thought we were going to lose our Rage.
Dusty and I walked around for a little while, and talked. Then I wanted to go back to check on Lou and Alex. Neither Dusty nor I was prepared for what we would find.
Rends was looking for us, and she told us that Alex was dead. All I could think about was Lou. Come to find out, Otter culled (Culling is when a Garou kills another because they're unfit or something) Alex. When Dusty took me to the 'house, Lou was a wreck. I was a wreck. Geeze, who am I trying to fool?
I really miss Alex. And I will never, never ever forgive Otter for what he did, even if it is the rasafrackin' Garou way!
On a lighter note, I've been completely disowned.
Kristine. She never had a father, and her mother was a
drunk. Her wealth and the "privaledges" of High Society offered little comfort to her. She
thought she was better off alone. She thought wrong.
Brigid St. David has been more than just a teacher. She's a sister to Kristine. While the uncanny similiarities between the two fangs are starting to bother the older Fang, Kristine would have no one else holding her dearest memories, her most intimate thoughts and her darkest secrets. Even in the company of her loosely aligned cub-pack, Alex Ambrazevicius and Louisa Weighs-the-Way, Kristine's thoughts are always with her 'sister', Brigid.
"I don't expect my love affairs to last for long
Never fool myself that my dreams will come true
Being used to trouble I anticipat it
But all the same I hate it--wouldn't you?
So what happens now? (Another suitcase in another hall)
So what happens now? (Take your picture off another wall)
Where am I going to? (You'll get by you always have before)
Where am I going to?
Time and time again I've said that I don't care
That I'm immune to gloom, that I'm hard through and through
But everytime it matters all my words desert me
So anyone can hurt me--and they do
So what happens now? (Another suitcase in another hall)
So what happens now? (Take your picture off another wall)
Where am I going to? (You'll get by you always have before)
Where am I going to?
Call in three months time and I'll be fine I know
Well, maybe not that fine, but I'll survive anyhow
I won't recall the names and places of each sad occasion
But that's no consolation--here and now
So what happens now? (Another suitcase in another hall)
So what happens now? (Take your picture off another wall)
Where am I going to? (You'll get by you always have before)
Where am I going to?
Don't ask anymore." Madonna and Antonio Banderas
"Another Suitcase in Another Hall"
From Evita (Motion Picture Version)
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