Poems

I remember your laughs granny
i remember your smiles
I remember how you took care of me
when i needed a friend
for most of my life
you have been my lifeline
when i was left outside
you let me in again
when the storm roared inside me
you where the calm center
i was always the loner
but with you it was different
everything seemed so easy to you
and that  made me what i am today

Then, as if you knew i would be allright
you gave upp the fight
before my eyes i saw you wither away
slowly like a flower when the summer is over
it broke my heart to see you like that
mere bones bones and skin with a clouded mind
you were always crying with joy when i visited you
yet i could see the shame in your eyes
ashamed to be weak
ashamed to be a burden
i cursed the cancer in your body
and i would have changed place with you if i could
when your pain finally ended
and you slipped away
you looked so small
like a resting kitten
peacefull at last

I still misses you and i still remember
i never told you Granny
but i loved you then
and i love you now
tears fill my eyes
but i remember you

My granny
the peace and love in my life
i still remember you
and will never forget you
rest in peace now
i´ll see you in a while

your grandson
JIMI