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A spinning prayer wheel

January 1st, 2002   '





Had an intriguing dream to start the 'new' year ... I'm on a train and I start chanting ... so, the person next to me gets up & moves ... however, the person sitting behind me slides their bare foot through the gap in betsween seats and i massaged it. Then we all got off the train ... hmmm ... :)

Click for some of last night's fireworx {and other galleries etc}

emails - smh site - fireworks - global - new york -

Click

2002 begins

Melbourne's effort

Black Christmas - has some galleries as well ...

Also from email - click

Search

Photo linkxs

something about Tibet

A Mindful visit to a Buddhist Temple

Jan van Eyck

From yet another email - herbal ecstatsy {with a pricetag, of course}

Plus this from webshots ... which kinda puts 'things' in a different perspective ... you can send it as an e-card to all of your friends (and even your rels) ...

The Masks of God

A few more images ...

A poetry newletter also arrives -

Cartoon Physics, part 1

Sanskrit by first snowfall

Seems VICSERV site has a new address - www.vicserv.org.au - may need to alter a couple of links in some of my files ...

Also seems as if that excellent site 'Journey to Wholeness: The Bipolar Road to Freedom' has moved?? ... click ...

Pinoramic images :)

{64998} - on reflection, it might've been better to post that webshots image ... oh well, maybe next time ... :)

... then again, Rubber Ducky could be an excellent new pseudonym ... :)

Yes, in these troubled & uncertain times, I think we would all do well in our hectic lives to stop occasionally and pause to contemplate the rubber ducky and endeavour to be more like them - plastic, silent, unperturbed by lifes ups & downs, uncomplaining, playing no favourites, able to float around on top of the waves ... making bathtime lotsa fun ... :)

I feel that this world would be a far kinder & gentler place if 'grown ups' would make a point of finding more time in their day to play with their rubber duckies. :)

Click

CNN story - I keep forgetting that Oz is abt 16 hrs ahead of the states ... which may account for Osama's slightly premature posting ... :)

Today's mantra: "I usually don't even care if I'm crazy"

January 2, 2002   '


Had a squiz at another calendar - photos of waterfalls - a couple that caught my eye were Elabana Falls (in the Queensland hinterland) & Proxy falls (in Oregon?)

Elabana Falls

Ditto

Waterfalls 2002

Proxy Falls

Ditto

Chris Macke photography - from a recent link page - including over 500 in the aftermath of Sept 11, 2001 ...

... e.g. click ...

... probly should add Chris's site to my wtc page ...

... Discussion

More 'remarkable' happenings in the cricket ... for an opening pair that came together 'by accident' it has been an amazing seven matches (so far) with 4 scores over 200, one above 150 and an eighty if you look at their partnerships in the FIRST innings of those matches ...

click

In today's email - some facts about the various dates for the 'New Year' ... click - if I remember to UPLOAD it ... :)

Okay, it's a year old, but gives you some idea ... I vaguely recall sending similar on the 'turn of the millennium' ... because '2000' only applies if you accept the year ZERO as being Christ's appearance ... if you're a Buddhist ... or Jewish ... there were a couple of others ... click :)

Today's mantra: "Federal people. Lifetime people."

January 3, 2002   '


Korean Temple {as seen on 'Global Village' recently}

More photos ... I love the squirrel with the toothbrush! :)

... and felt an overwhelming urge to post it as {65032}

I also enjoyed reading the excerpt from 'New Age Blues' by Stephen Poplin ... click :)

More albums

A couple more emails ...

More NYE

Millennium album

More panoramas of Oz ... includin Uluru etc

... as well as T-shirts & mugs ... :)

Welcome to my abyss - includes some digital galleries ... one is a panorama of Mumbai from the guy's terrace ... I also like the shots of the pussy cat ... :)

Dust mites & their role in photography :)

Yosemite falls & some other fabulous images ...

More Yosemite

www.poets.org - yet another that could be added to the wtc lists ...

Today's mantra: "My meals have all disappeared"

January 4, 2002   '


Click ... 'So Lear is tiring though not difficult to act' ... :)

... also 'the most difficult is being in love' ... the vacant look ... :)

... 'quite a lot of climbing & kissing' ...

Overall, quite a nice sketch by the lads, I must say. I have enjoyed listening to it on my cassette many times ... :)

Like I need another book ... well, I was walkin past a booksale and there was one copy remianing of 'Pooh & the Ancient Mysteries' by John Tyerman Williams ... I vaguely recall seeing hhis name mentioned in that 'Tao of Pooh' book ... and it WAS reduced from $36 to $10 for a hard-cover edition ... and so, this little voice said why don't you buy it ... and I just couldn't resist ... :)

If you're really lucky, I may type up a few choice sections ... or if you're on the hunt
for it ... ISBN: 0 413 70740 7

... or here is an interview ... {about a different book but examining the SAME bear!}

... plus an archived chat ...

Click here for someone's list of a whole bunch of Pooh ... :)

Also found this interesting 'collection of a madwoman'

Okay, a quick search shows that nobody else in cyberspace seems to have bothered typing up the following paragraph from the page at which I opened the Pooh book at 'random', so here goes ... {it's from the final page of the chapter entitled Pooh and the Alchemists}

We add that his fame is now approaching that life of a hundred years which Dr Johnson considered the mark of literary immortality: clear evidence that Pooh had also attained the Elixir of Life. So I think you will agree that Winnie-the-Pooh is one of those rare exceptions mentioned by Ko Hung some sixteen centuries ago: 'Those wishing to enter the path are as numerous the hairs of a buffalo, while the successful are as rare as the horn of a unicorn.'

Pooh himself warns us of the elusive nature of the quarry in similar terms: the improbable Heffalump and mysterious and undiscoverable Woozle are his metaphors for the difficulites of the search.

Other chapters include Pooh and the Millennium, Pooh and Astrology, Pooh and the Tarot, Pooh and the Arthurian Mysteries, Pooh and the Qabalah & Pooh as the Mystical Guide of his Friends,

That last one tosses up some interesting results ... :)

Here's a bit more ... click ...

Slot canyons - some amazing images ...

From that page - some of Steve Berlin's stuff is worth a look too ... including ... one of Yosemite falls :)

... and the images of apes sitting deep in contemplation are quite memorable as well ...

If you still have a few spare minutes ... try Dan Heller's site - found it from a seacrch for more photos of antelope canyon ... :)

... his images of Peru & Machu Picchu are also definitely worth a gander ... or two ...

Here's a few mantras which I have scribbled down recently on the back of my shopping list:

"Have you ever noticed how crazy your own life seems when you take a long, hard look at it"

"He wants to know why his life is so weird"

"I'm not the man who can verify his own life"

"People float down to earth an then they don't even like their own lives"

"I'm not the man who can stay home from his own life"

"People always seem to want to say things about their own ridiculous lives"

"I want to sing a song about the mutations in my mind"

"I'm not the men who could understand the tiny variations"

January 5, 2002   '


Another little trip 2 look at the fishies ... :)

... and on the train, I read a bit more of Siddhartha ... already I'd say get your hands on a copy and read it ...

... okay, there is an online version, and it is searchable ... but, I'm not sure if the translation is the same as the copy I have - by Hilda Rosner. I personally can't fault it, but then I don't speak German! (not in this particular life, anyway) ...

... and a quick look reveals that it is a different translation ... not necessarily an 'inferior' one mind you ... hmmm ...

It must be that time of the year in the Seadragon tank ... hundreds of tiny babies ... they may have been seahorses or seadragons - way too TINY for me to be sure ... :)

A couple of poem ideas ... 'Why fish don't bump into each other' ... 'Waiting for the right experience to arrive' ... {heavily influenced by reading Suiddhartha on the trian, I'd venture to suggest }

On the train home (after a brief detour to the Museum), read a bit more ... and practised some nonjudgement when a bunch of young lads got onto the train - possibly affected by alcohol or drugs - and they engaged in behaviour most would label 'obnoxious' and get all worked up over ... :)

Harlequin tuskfish has blue teeth ... hands up who already knew that ... :)

Been listening to that 'Doors' live CD a fair bit lately ... 'Love hides in molecular structures' ... one wonders if that song was written with some 'assistance' ... :)

Love hides - the live version seems longer or embellished somewhat ...

Watched a fabulous doco on Tolkien ... I have never read any of his stuff ... with the movie being released soon ... and it was written in a very similar time to Siddhartha! - in between two world wars, which I suppose would get you thinkin about the big questions (especially if you served in the trenches in WWI) ... he studied two epic poems, one of which I'd vaguely heard about 'Beowulf' and the other from a now 'dead' language called 'Kelavala' ... very interesting ... and it was apparently a doco made by National Geographic ... somethin else to checkout nextime I'm online ...

... yes, Kelavala was apparently the inspiration for his creation of the elvish language in his books ...

Looks as if Ken Duncan's site has a few new additions ... including one massive panograph of the 'outback' ...

Curious timing, I suppose, but I pick up that pocket version of 'Zarathustra' (mentioned in Hesse's bio as a big influence) ... click & scroll down to ... actually, that's NOT the exact quote I was after ... but amazingly, WHOSE name is at the top of the page ... :)

Here is the one about 'Let us kill the spirit of gravity' from Zarathustra ... along with butterflies & soap bubbles & dancing ... :)

Yes, from the looks of things, Zarathustra would seem to be among many people's favourite 'quotable quotes' ... including some bloke named Dave

It's a nicely varied collection ... :)

Including this from our mate Dostoyevsky: 'Nobody ever got a single truth without talking nonsense fourteen times first' ... very true ... :) {at LEAST fourteen!}

Here is a page about that Nat Geog doco on Tolkien

Snowflakes :)

Typing up a bit more of 'Siddhartha', made this little search ...

http://www.diaryland.com/

Today's: "No people, no lifetimes and no dollars"

Today's other mantra: "A man told me that I would always have a dollar in my pocket. So, I told him that I didn't even need a dollar in my pocket."

January 6, 2002   '


Typed up some more chunx of Siddhartha, and the comparison between the two translations is interesting ... in general, I prefer the version in the copy I have had in my hand, by Hilda Rosner. But on a few instances, I prefer the one online ... :)

Stupid Pet tricks - the one on the Letterman show last night was amazing. I have it on video if yaw ever down this way - a border collie that picks up maybe 7 or 8 frisbees off the floor and 'stacks' them so it can carry all 8 at once back to its owner ... :)

Continuing a recent theme, last night also caught an old video clip of Nik Kershaw ... wish ourselves away ...

Sculpture by the Sea 2000 - looks like a lovely walk along the Sydney seashore

Click here for the 2001 event

Some humour

Penguin jumpers

Pavement Art

Frisbee Dog page

A couple of emails ... may mention the sites etc in this journal if I remember ... swimming with dolphins ... penguins ... other realities ... (or interpretations of this one) ... some of the above ... fading roses ... Cinemania ... weather extremes ... Siddhartha ... and its themes ... and translation ... dogs & their effect on one's mood ... and homo sapiens ... for 'better' or 'worse' ... :)

... also abt me listening to Ian Gawler on radio ... show people a posiibilty they may never have considered/imagined ... & what they do with that possibil is entirely UP to them ...

... plus why people (generally) find it tough to change ... where was that Myss link?? ... here? ...

After one particularly long email ... posted this - click

In case that link sadly becomes defunct oneday, it contains links to these canine places:

Dog frisbee page

A dog's life

A bunch of pet atricles

Great Dog Moments of the Twentieth Century

Pooch humour

Assorted dog links

Silly dogs

Dog station

Catching a frisbee in your mouth

More frisbee dogs

Canine frisbee clubs

More Frisbee Dog Websites

One link did mention some interesting sounding reading material, namely 'how to live with a neurotic dog' :)

Though it's more likely the other way round ... how to live with a neurotic human ... and they seem to have a knack for doing just that ... :)

Today's mantra: "My little doctor warned me about being crazy and I said mate, I'm not even the madman"

{You may find that this particular mantra is most useful early in the morning just after you awaken}

January 7, 2002   '


http://www.inspiredinside.com/humor/humor_newage.htm

... plus loads more humour at that site :)

Poetry comp? - click

More doggie images :)

Today's mantra: "I think there's more chance of a human being walking into a room than there is of anyone ever curing the medical history of life"

Another Myss link that's worth a read ...

and one other myss link (not 'missing link' :) leads me here

{65171}

Then found some Leunig :)

... which prompted an interesting search ... yes, I never did get around to locating that leunig 'reflection' from The Age on Dec 25th ...

Plus re-visited an old fave about our junkie minds :)

... yes, as with Siddhartha, 'unless it all comes together and becomes experiential, then it's a complete waste of time' ... and it is JUST words unless it does become an intrinsic part of your experience

... 'convinced that the outside world is where it is all happening' :)

Here's another interesting page at that same site ...

... esp down the bottom about the people in Nepal who chant this mantra despite being otherwise completely illiterate ... makes you wonder ... :)

That then led me to a site with some very interesting CD's ...

A bit of unexpected 'bonus' time online so I thought I'd check my random page ... and it took me to this page which has been updated since I first added it to the list ... :)

... in fact, it's precisely 100 entries prior to the latest additions ... hmmmm

Today's mantra: "Not even if I was staring at my own lifetime"

A 'divider' in the form of a kite on a long piece of string

January 8, 2002   '


A call from an old mate (the VERY day I was intending to send him an email) prompts the longest poem I've written in quite a while ... :)

But be aware that medical authorities advise that you don't operate any complicated machinery (like your brain, for example) for at least thirty minutes after reading these poems. :)

Subliminal Poem #9

I was duplicated in the arrangements of worlds
Golf courses forming and warming nearby hills
A ghost spoke to me a gentle, silent voice
Reminding me that I always have a choice

But how does one decide which path to explore
Further possibilities are encountered on the shore
I read the sacred texts and my mind becomes still
Enchanted by the wisdom that these words can distill

I used to think that I was going insane
Due to a few chemicals going haywire in my brain
This may yet be the case but I suspect
The true explanation is beyond that which we expect

* * * * *

Poem written by a wandering madman

I stare into the eyes of eternity and soon become blind
Searching for those treasures that no one else can find
Love dwells within my molecular structure
Birds take flight in a vision of rapture

A cold wind suddenly blows all our cares away
As solar heat slowly ignites this new day
A baby is born in a distant spiral galaxy
With two arms and legs and untold verbal dexterity

I'm always glowing but I hardly ever know it
Sometimes I find a ball and feel an urge to throw it
Reality is infinite but I cannot show it
If there was one last chance would I blow it

I was distracted for a moment
Which seemed to last forever
Deep inside a local monument
I locate the secret lever

I used to believe in the federal movements of lifetimes
I examined the ways of the world a couple more times
An old man in the street asks me for a few dimes
So I show him the way towards the oldest of true rhymes

How much do we ever really know about our own silly lives
It might make more sense to talk to the bees in their hives
A soft voice inside me lives on and it thrives
Waiting for the time when liberation arrives

I keep crawling into the gaps in this reality
That may sound strange but it makes sense to me
Don't put another dollar in my trouser pocket
When you walk out that door be sure to lock it

I don't even know why my life is so bizarre
Perhaps it is because I come from a distant star
I used to think that reality lived inside my head
There are words I know that have not yet been said

I used to live in a house with a roomless view
There was nothing terribly interesting to do
None of my thoughts or words made the slightest difference
So I sat in the corner and started building a fence

My life is a delightful experiment in the absurd
I have thoughts and dreams that wait to be heard
I have absolutely no idea of what I'm going to do next
This can make those around me feel somewhat perplexed

I was never born and I have never died in vain
Allow me a few moments while I try to explain
This poem has now reached its premature destination
It continues silently in a realm beyond imagination

A couple of those lines were heavily 'influenced' by the Doors lyrics ... in fact, it's playing in the background as I type these words ... click :)

... but words on paper (or on a screen) can't really convey what those words performed 'live' are like ... if you're in the mood for that kinda thing ... :)

From a recent discussion ... Ethiopia & ark of covenant ...

The sign & the seal

Religious Mysteries

- there were many other hits but I'll leave that up 2 U ... yes, despite being raised on the Bible, that aspect wasn't emphasised much at all at school ...

More random dialogue:

"Well, that's one way of looking at it, I suppose."

"If you want to put a negative spin on it, feel perfectly free to do so."

"I get many different answers, depending on when I ask myself that question ..."

tom robbins not disciple osho guru

... click

... yes ... cosmic comedy ... Ego as Joke ... :)

Checking some older links ... you might like to add this one to that wtc list, which just keeps on growing ... I believe Thubten Chodron was on that 'Buddha Realms' doco I saw a while back on 'Compass' ... small world ...

Rubik

Ditto - as a screen saver - one of many! :)

One last perfect rose photo for the summer? ... it's been a very unusual summer even by Melbourne's standards for eccentric & unpredictable climatic behaviour ... anyway, I shall try to remember to upload it to one of my albums ... most likely I'll call it rose401 ... it's not really the 400th but I decided to name it that way anyhow. I would imagine it should end up in the album entitled 'Christmas 2001' ... or one of the others ... seek & ye shall find ... :)

Reading over some of those 'exchanges' at the internet forum ... made me think of that page I scanned a while back ... click ... :)

Speaking of interesting song lyrics ... click :)

Reading through that Dec 2001 edition of 'SHINE' again ... there's an interesting article about Anne Deveson & her son's battle ...

Going over some of those wtc sites, a few need updating as it's a 'new' year ... try these:

Da Vid - very spooky timing given today's phone calls & emails ... :)

Oh, several others from the wtc list which I didn't remember to record in here ...

Well, that cartoon page has been hugely enlarged ... as one might expect in the hundred days or so since the event ...

Today's mantra: "Federal spooky world and the spooky lifetimes"

January 9, 2002   '


The little poem surge continues ...

... in fact I may as well compile a few recent ones into one file ... click

One is a crowd

Interesting little search when one of my images went missing - homestead may have closed my account :)

{65274} as there's been a bit of activity lately ... :)

... ooopsies ... got the code 'wrong' a bit ... oh well, never mind ... {literally}

... I noticed the word 'looney' being tossed around freely ... like it's a BAD thing! ... the MOST interesting human beings I've ever met by far are those who would most likely be regarded as a bit loopy ... :)

"I much prefer the company of lunatics ... "

Yes, looking at the way (we've been conditioned to) behave towards each other ... yeah, it's a matter of focus ... we tend to look at others to see if they fit neatly into any of the derogatory categories in our heads ... and if so, then we generate -ve thoughts & feelings towards them ... I mean you can't LOVE someone to whom you've attached the label of 'loony' or 'jerk' or 'hypocrite' etc ... and yet it's one of the saddest truths that in doing so, you actually diminish yourself in the process by saying there are certian types of people unworthy of your love. Your love is so weak and conditional it can;t possibly stretch that far ...

... it's just TOO much to ask ...

By the way, I just noticed an abbreviation not all my readers may instantly recognise ... when I write -ve I am really lazy and abbreviating the word 'negative' ... :)

... and I can ONLY write those words when I've done PRECISELY that for the majority of this life at least ... and still feel 'tempted' at times ... eternal vigilance ... :)

Yes, we divide the population up into 'those we approve of' and those we disapprove of ... and one category tends to shrink ... and shrink ... until ... :)

One category tends to be anyone who dares to think or act significantly differently from the way we do ... when you ste back and look at that ... it's sheer madness ... and humanity has been in its grip for a very long time ...

Which is why 'Love thy enemy' is such an amazing & radical 'teaching' ... most would call it crazy ... but when you really sit & contemplate ... what would it actually TAKE to actually love all those you have labelled as 'enemy' or 'different' ... or 'unworthy' ...

Yes ... to truly practice absolute 'nonjudgement' ... you'd have to toss away a whole HEAP of adjectives ... :)

That reminds me of something I remember reading awhile back at BuddhaNet ... oh, what was it called? 'Living Meditation' ?? ... this might be it ...

As long as your mind is rushing back and forth between likes and dislikes, then your mind is too busy to experience peace. When the mind calms and is silent, then you can realize its innate peaceful nature.

... and there are other 'chapters' to that discussion ...

Here's a bit more on Dr Thynn Thynn ...

I'm tempte to add that you're extremely unlikely to experience peace whilst trying to 'prove a point' or whilst FINDING flaws in another human being ...

From an email ... Petra {in reference to those slot canyons ...}

Heaven in the mind, Hell in the mind ... so, so true ... :)

http://www.links.net/www/worship.html

Opened up that 'Coney Island of the mind' again ... many thanx to Carol 4 sending it 2 me ... may Google to see if any phrases ...

Today's: "I used to believe in the federal locations of life"

Today's special bonus mantra: "Human beings are very mysterious creatures"

January 10, 2002   '


I just cannot believe it's Jan 10 already ... :)

Silent mind - yes ... 'The more you try to silence the mind purposefully, the more you tie yourself up in knots' ... :)

Listened to the computer guru this morning and a rather nast virus hoax is currently doing the rounds and he said there is an entire site devoted to such myths - click

One Coney Island search

Here's one of the specific poems displayed in an 'interesting' manner ... :)

Plus the same poem at a site called 'favourite poem project' ... sounds worthy of further explorastion ...

Click here if you want the poem set out in a very similar way to how it's printed in my copy ... :)

... plus some excellent ... (you guessed it) ... linx ... :)

Here's his poem about a dog

More Feringhetti ... he has a nice turn of phrase that appeals to me ...

Just before a couple of days 'holiday', I'm in a really silly mood ... so ... 65365 ...

Maybe reading those poems (helped) put me in this kind of mood ... :)

Today's mantra: "Just say the magic words abra cadabra ... and open sesame"

January 11 & 12, 2002   '


Any number of pages of 'stuff' scribbled down over the two days away from my pc ... :)

Finished reading 'Siddhartha' and all I can say is grab yourself a copy & make up ya own mind ... I underlined huge chunks of the text and it is yet another book one could read several times ... which raises a couple of interesting observations in moi - the ulitmate message is not to 'follow' any teaching or teacher ... yet, Hesse wrote the book after IMMERSING himself in the Bhagavad Gita & the Upanishads ... and the central character expresses a disdain & distrust of words, yet one can only convey such a 'message' through the use of them ... :)

Okay, JUST in case I forget ... here's a couple of things to plug into your favourite Google - 'consolations of philosophy especialy a site called complete-review.com - Zvi Kolitz & Paul Badde - Discovery website & David Adams - National Geographic & 'get out there' competition - andy griffiths eaten by lions or ants {it's a hilarious story - click} - Ellen & 'everyone thinks their parents are insane' :) - Oh yeah - Gerardus Grist UPDATED site at something like soulwise.net - has an enormous volume of ... words! :) - Tibetan ritual exercise (prostration) & symbolism - I tell ya one thing - You'll be physically fit & supple if NOTHING else! :) - sperejong :) - Ushuaia - Tibetan greetings & hand gestures - Polly Toynbee - 'The Age' short story winner - From 'Walden: 'rare & delectable places' + 'celestial corner' + 'auroral hour' + 'astonished family of man' - yes, I do know the whole book is online 'somewhere' - plus 'feel lonesome neare folks' ... - Socrates quote about poets from 'Bookshelf 98' - www.openaircinema.com.au - translations of 'Siddhartha - esp p. 166 about 'a thousand eyes' & other undelined sections -

New Forum? at the old 'Inspiration Peak' site ...

Even had the time (& inclination) 2 travel 2 the aquarium again ... one fish seemed to be 'dancing' for us ... swimming vertically rather than horizontally and then 'hovering' and swaying from side to side ... :)

Plus the diver in the tank who told the audience (which had several kiddies in it) that the 'door' in the tank led to an alternate universe where the people were on the inside of the tank and the fish were on the outside gawking at them ... :)

Also found that pigeons at Spencer St train station are a bit partial to Ryvita (for those not in Australia, they are dry biscuits with 9 different types of grain - very tasty :)

Here's an 'interesting' page at that Gerardus site ...

The Consolations of Philosophy

One Gyuto link :)

Tibetan Medicine

Poem about a grain of sand :)

Andy

Earth Dance

A calendar

A whole bunch of Teishos

Quote Nook

Parent's excuses :)

Ditto with a few extras ...

Here's a few mantras that have been scribbled down lately ...

"I want to scream like a dangerous madman"

"I know I'm weird. You won't get anywhere in life doing what all the normal people do."

"I was born into the sentimental realities of life."

"You cannot experience peace as long as you are measuring one human being's life against another's" {or 'one person' - it's optional}

"That's okay. I am aware of the way most people think about things ... and the pain it brings them ..."

"I'm starting to wonder if there are any local explanations for my recent behaviour"

"People love their own federal lovely people"

"That's perfectly alright. You're entitled to think anything you want to think. The only question you need to ask yourself is whether or not your thoughts are bringing you peace. And if they do not, one is tempted to ask what possible reason there could be for holding onto them ..."

"I used to believe in all the federal niceness of life"

My life has been altered by medical interference
This explains the reason for my current appearance
I was financially rearranged by a distant reality
A spoonful of sand is where I hide all the money

"People like to borrow their own lives"

"My life began in a forest where children nest and birds reproduce"

"I used to think that I was the world-bloke and the dollar-world"

"I used to believe in my own federal punitives of life"

"I want to structure my life in such a way that I perform knowledge from the best realities of life"
{Now, this may at first seem a strange thing to be saying, but trust me. You'll get used to it in no time atall}

"I've never planned a thing in my entire life (I just do whatever the voices in my head tell me to do)"

Speaking of which, here's a couple of things the voices have told me lately:

"It's entirely your choice. You can choose to judge & condemn your fellow beings (not to mention mocking or ridiculing them) or you can choose to embrace compassion & forgiveness. One path leads to peace & joy. The other does not. But it's entirely your choice, as always."

"If we honestly explore the true origin of any particular action by any particular human being, we soon discover that things are not so easily identified or understood. The truth slips through the fingers of our minds."

""

January 13, 2002   '


http://www.thepuppyplace.org/page13.html

A couple of longish emails ...

Not a whole lot else 2 report ... :)

Witht the possible exception of a little doco on Salem and egot (I'd heard of it's relation to LSD before) ... click

... or here :)

Today's mantra: "Move the dollars. Move the dollars. Move the dollars."

January 14, 2002   '


Did a spot of photcopying in the library - I hadn't read that 'To dance as if no one is watching' piece from the Oct 1999 New Paradigm in a while ... :)

While waiting, I had a look for Siddhartha in the catalog. It was on loan but in the same general area was a treasury of Kahlil Gibran ... a lot of stuff I wasn't aware he'd written ...

So a few phrases to plug into Google ... Kahlil Gibran timeless truths reader feel walk quiet wood cool stream scorch soul - The Creation - John the Madman - Peace - I may actually borrow it nextime ... :)

Here's an interesting link from a few days ago ...

No real luck on the Kahlil search but try this page ...

... tough to pick just one but this one caught my eye ... 'A child can ask a thousand questions that the wisest man cannot answer' :)

This page has links to more online versions of his stuff ... I like 'sand & foam' ... :)

Plus that old fave ... 'How I became a madman' :)

Sent an interesting e-card :)

A search for 'John the Madman' tosses up some interesting sites ... like the abrupt reading room ... plus nuggets of wisdom ... as well as some bahai sites ...

Today's mantra: "Federal sprinky. Lifetime drinky. World tippacrolthoid. World tippacrolthoid."

January 15, 2002   '


Back at the library again ... printing out some stuff 4 Dave :)

... and I briefly had a squiz at the Forum and there were a couple of interesting offerings around 65529 & 30 ... always good to see newcomers to the place ... and I suppose it's even nicer when they write things very much along the lines of something I myself might write ... :)

Yeah, I like the idea of wallpapering your bedroom with such 'material' ... :)

Not to mention those angels on the head of a pin ...

Also checked out that Buddhist quote of the moment link for the first time in ages ... and it was Thich Nhat Hahn and the palm of your hand ... which is curious timing given the links that had just been posted at the (Chopra) place ... :)

A quick little search for that Thich Nhat Hahn quote tosses up some interestin (& unexpected) results ...

Future mantras: "Old knowledge. Old knowledge? Old knowledge twundle ..." etc ...

Back home and had another squiz at the forum & an enquiry about www.howtoknowgod.com ... and it seems that Mr Chopra has a new book relating to Sep 11 and that 'Deeper Wound' piece that he wrote ... he was interviewed here ... and it's worth a listen ...

Yes, a search for 'The Deeper Wound'' tosses up some interesting sites, which I duely added to that wtc list ...

I could sift through each of them and add them individually, I suppose but I just added the Google results ... as well as the Amazon link

Curious timing as well, because just last night I was reading a printed version of the original 'Deeper Wound' in one of the copies of 'SHINE' from last year, getting ready to lend (or give) 2 Dave ... :)

PermaCulture

Om

Mystery Links :)

... and at least one is welll worth a visit ... hint, it's a page at www.lighteye.freeserve.co.uk

This life is a test. If it had been an actual life, you'd have been given instructions on where to go and what to do. :)

65540 ... I couldn't help meself ... :)

... and it IS true ... even if, honestly, I do not ALWAYS make the choice that leads to peace-serenity-joy ... that choice exists in every moment ... the possibility exists of UNconditional forgiveness & love ... even if so far, only a TINY percentage of the population is even aware of the possibility ... let alone actively availing themselves of it ... :)

And really, when you take a good, hard look at things, it becomes crystal clear that ALL of the madness of this world has its genesis in the fact that people do not FEEL loved UNconditionally ... and if love is in ANY way conditional ... well, it simply is NOT love ...

Then I take a breather and finally checked out that 'Red Dwarf' marathon tape that Mum kindly recorded for me New Year's Day ... and the first episode I watch is 'Polymorph' ... and part of the dialogue is 'Don't get angry. That's what it wants.'

It's a hilarious episode, IMHO, if you ever see it anywhere ... for a script try plugging in 'red dwarf polymorph fear vanity guilt anger - take on board - back burner - chameleonic lifeforms - enchanting - pistons ocean liner - cool it, Arnie' ... :)

That earlier discussion reminds me of one of the messages I discovered at the Bruce Moen Conversation Board just after the wtc ... send pure, unconditional love to those trapped in hate ... (which also made its way to the chopra forum, from memory :)

Seems an 'eternity' ago ...

http://www.nvisible.com/Insights/Deepak.html

Today's mantra: "I used to believe in the federal bloke-a-tronic world"

Cropped image from the front page of www.ncccusa.org about 'faith responds to terrorism'



December 2001      Journal Menu      January 16 onward

Lovely pic from Rose's birthday in 2000 - Olivia & Rose in the kitchen at Bunyip looking angelic - the kind of photo that invariably evokes the comment 'Isn't it a shame they have to grow up' ...

J

remind me to upload one of those dolphin images from the Brandon Cole site to my webshots album - it aint a bad site - well worth a visit - www.brandoncole.com strangely eunf ... :)

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