Chapter Eight _____________________________________________________________ "I am closer to believing Than I ever was before On the crest of this elation Must I crash upon the shore And with the driftwood of acquaintance Light the fire to love once more I am windblown...I am times." Closer to Believing -Emerson, Lake and Palmer ____________________________________________________________ She sat in the back of the wagon, muttering to herself. There were people around her babbling incoherent things, talking to the air, of staring mutely before them. "How did I let this happen? I'm not crazy, I know I'm not. You have to let me out of here!" She yelled, griping wooden bars with her hands. "I don't belong here, I'm not crazy!" "That's what they all say, missy." A dirty man with a gap-toothed smile walking along side the cart said. "But I'm not. I have to get out of the Labyrinth, to get home. You have to believe me!" "Sure sounds like crazy talk t' me." He spit on the ground. "Pretty thing like you, should learn t' keep yer mouth shut 'fore you get yourself hurt." He reached between the bars and pulled on her hair, laughing. "Oh, you'll be good for a laugh, you will." "Reg, get away from there. What have I told you about harassing the patients?" "I was jus' havin' a bit o' fun with 'er, Captain. Didn't harm 'er none." "Just back away. If I catch you near those bars again, it'll be your job, understand?" "Yessir. Won't 'appen again." "See to it that it doesn't." At this point, the speaker came into view. He wore chainmail armor, and a helmet that obscured much of his face. "He didn't hurt you, did he?" His eyes surveyed the frightened woman in the cart. "N-no. But you have to listen to me. I don't belong in here. You have to let me out." "I'm afraid I can't do that. But if you were placed here wrongly, I'm sure the examiners will release you after your interview. They don't keep sane people locked up." "Yes. Your right. Thank you." She gave him a tremulous smile. He disappeared from her line of sight again. She held to that faint ray of hope. Perhaps the 'examiners' would see reason; see the truth behind her words. It was a small prospect to cling to, for she new full well how crazy her tale sounded to her own ears. But it was the truth, so she held fast to it. It was all she had now. Hour after hour, the cart rolled on; occasionally picking up new tenants at small, secluded villages. Time stretched incomprehensibly, she had no way to judge how long she had been traveling. There was only the endless jarring over the pitted road, the seamless green walls of the forest on either side of her. Her head drooped like a flower on a broken stem, and she had not the strength, or the desire, to lift it. The one thought that fluttered over and over in her mind, like a butterfly trying frantically to escape, was that Jareth would save her. That somehow, he would find her, and take her away to the castle, to the place where nothing would ever hurt again. It was a vain thought, she knew, for had he wanted to find her, he surely would have done so by now. Her thoughts shifted groggily in her tired mind to her friends she left back home. She had been gone for weeks now, but how much time had passed on earth? Where they looking for her? Had they even realized she was gone? Stagnant fears festered in her heart. Alone. How she hated the word. How she hated the mindless panic that seized her every time she thought of it. It was the one thing she feared above all others, the prospect of being alone again. Forever. After an eternity, the cart, and it's weary passengers came to a jostling stop. The back doors were opened, and the occupants led out one by one. They were taken into a large, dark stone building, and put in rooms little more than jail cells. There was a crude cot in one corner, some moldering straw on the floor, and high above her, a small bared window through which a feeble amount of illumination shown. Here, in this dark hole, it washer only way to calculate the passage of time. They were fed at regular intervals, though she began to wish they were never fed at all. Near ten in the morning, by her calculations, the dirty, gap-toothed man the captain had called Reg, came into her cell. "There's my pretty miss. 'ow're we today?" She shrank further into the corner of her cot. "Oh, come on, li'le lady, ol' Reg won't hurt you none." He approached her and took hold of her arm. "I brought you a bit to eat. Come on then, come keep me company while I eat me own lunch." He dragged her over to a rough-hew bench that stood against the wall near the door, and forced her to sit. "That's a good girl." He handed her the plate he had brought for her. "Eat up." She sat in silence, not daring to look up into his leering face. "Shame such a fine girl as you should be locked up in a horrible place like this." He reached out to touch her face with a grimy finger. She lept up form the bench, and kicked him in the shin as hard as she could manage. "Keep away from me, you monster!" "Quite the li'le spitfire, aren't we now? You oughtn't o' done that." "Get out! Get away from me!" "That did it. Come here, missy." He advanced on her threateningly. "Help! Someone!" She screamed, fleeing to the far end of the cell. She was cornered against the stone wall, with Reg between her and the door. "What's going on it there?" A voice in the hallway called. "Nothin'. One o' the inmate's givin' me a bit o' trouble, that's all." Reg turned around to face the door. "Do you need any help?" "No, got it all taken' care of." He opened the door, exited and locked it behind him. He took one last look into the room through the portal in the door. "I'll be back for you." He leered. She shivered the rest of the day, but weather through the grace of God, or some other power, the man did not return. Late in the evening, she heard the jingle of keys in the corridor. She peered out the portal, and spied a hunched over woman cleaning out one of the rooms across from her own. "Miss? Miss!" The old woman turned around. "Do you, by any chance, know when I will get to meet with the examiners? I've been here for several days, and no one's yet been to see me." "They're workin' their way down this row, so someone should be by to get ya tomorrow." "Thank goodness." She couldn't wait to get away, and back on her journey. She went back to her cot, and slept the first good sleep she'd had since arriving there. Early the next morning, she awoke to a taping on her door. "Wake up! It's time to meet with the examiners!" She got up, straightened her appearance as best she could, and walked to the door. It was opened, and she was led by the arms down the corridor. End Chapter Eight