So
I always cringe when the pain comes
then again when it goes away
I sometimes forget to breathe when I get the rush
but my body reminds me
It's hard to think when the feeling comes
All I think is 'more' 'again'
but I have to stop
I have to control
or
or
or what?
I die?
So what
at least I'd be happy
at least I'd be satisfied
at least I don't suffer
as if I could more than I already have
The hell I've been through
but this takes it all away
This makes me forget
and if I die you can't suffer anymore
Why not?
Why not try to end it?
No!
That's not what I want
I just want more
oh
the pain again
twitch
It's gone
and so am I . . . . .
By: K.C. Hazelwood
Wanna tell me how it makes you feel?
Care to continue wrestling with my demons?
