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Hey I never should have come in hear but I couldn't help myself something drew me in Im lying on the floor again its a cold and old feeling comin back to me -and Im out of my mind and Im out of my head and Im out of control lost my self my soul -Im out of control were do I find me out of control were do I go turning in my head I want you out of me I want you out you wont wake up I cant wake up -Im feelin like Im so afraid you remove my skin you peel away show me were it hurts I ll caress your soul and Ill draw it out for you to see.
In to myself I crawl its the odyssey the one with out the sun and in this nightmare nothing seems to be what it should and if I could just capture a little light maybe I could get back to a sense of me -wake me up from this nightmare of dust Im in the odyssey of me 2x -as I travel down step of my life gone by does it have to keep reminding me of what I am and what Ive done -and all my self through the empty cold embrace is were I will find an end to what is all of me through the odyssey -wake me up from this night mare of dust Im in the odyssey of me break me up into a million pieces in the odyssey of me -as I travel down steps of myself gone by does have to keep reminding me of what I am what I'v done what I cant seem to remember a sense of being a sense of alive inside Im feelin closed in scratching a night mare scared and trembling a cold embrace Im alive Im alive wake up.
If you think the way the mind settles in a finite raisin the wave and Im beyond all inside of my world -when Im in hear Im near to nowhere I can feel I can sense it all around and the sound that it makes it moves me were I can feel Im at home Im nowhere I am home -Ill be all right Ill be feeling fine Ill wallow in an inkwell of fear and its hear that I want to stay
now they've got the bomb give praise to all your gods they cant wait to explode it any excuse will do -and now they wait to end it god of the end and creation I search to find an exit god of the end embrace me -yah they fly in there machines all systems checked and a diagnostic bow your heads and say a prayer this is the end now they've got the bomb - revenge and retribution is what they seek to achieve but in the vile sensation they will fail in all to appease -now they've got the bomb there worshipping the sacred rat now they've got the bomb they have thousands of starving children eat those rats you fuckers
Its just how I left it all broken and collapsed in me I never want to face it the ugliness of what we've done to us -for the longest time I sensed it a world of hostile fields sorrow and a lack of compassion all woven into us hopeless and complacent are we cant see past history on a fait that was made to falter and we're just waiting -killing just in vain and the minds are so confused there's nothing to loose collapsing -its set to implode yah all the world is is collapsing -oh the after math in predictions it tells us of our demise no green earth no humanity ah ah its Armageddon so we devise a means to survive it on a rocket ship they escape our only hope and chance for mankind and there just waiting.
I did it for me and you did it for you and then you disappeared I must have disappeared to I searched the sky that wonders by God already helped me try nothing in the face of reason why -were did you go I hear the laughing in the distant wind were did you go the world of echo -your in the sky your a thousand times wide you dream the day and fly in the night your in the sky I fear this loss so the willow weeps -I just want to dream of the sky
cant reach in I can't reach out I held it in side Ill fight you to get free in my head its in the way subliminal entity is the force -I don't need it I don't need my world with you -caught up in a mind field I cant break free of me drowning yah in a liquid vile you r so vile deeper into my psyche enters I concentrate Ive got to get you out confrontation in my brain you contemplate and then I wash me of you -I don't need it I don't need my world with you I don't need it I don't need my world with you when Im sinking down Iv got only you to blame for it you tie the rope around don't make a sound
Bottle neck Im warpin into phase yah and there's your colors in the space I fly take apart the energies that make it I see your supernova yah Im really goin make it in Orion beaming in a light field your vision so serial cluster happy sampled viles in a suitcase I collected them and try and forget -Ill be here forever floating in this never ending sea of star me and Im never home -Im not there Im on a mission I got away I got away into tomorrow I did a vile and now Im feelin fine cut me up and cut the sun into a million a sea of me Im floating Im so high yah Im ripen through the space and time hole Im on my way back just a few more stars happy ending happy thoughts of realizing that Ill see you in a hundred years.
I press the gas the smokin wheels Im burnin burnin up the road and the world seduce it all in this slow motion locomotive light -ya realize in my eyes you always you always your hypnotized by the fire light -Im your invader hear to save her Im your invader hear to save her I bring the lust illuminate intoxicate the world a hundred years divine seed injecting the rivers of life
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