Sometimes the nights seemed so long.
As I lay wondering what you may be doing.
So far from me, across the Oceans wide.

Sometimes I would just sit here staring at the computer screen.
Hopeing, wishing, that you would call.
But knowing deep down you have your own commitments.

Sometimes when I was alone I would just sit and cry.
I don't know why, probably because you had spoilt me.
I was used to being alone before you came along and now I hate it and feel so lost.

Sometimes like today, I wish I hadn't risen and turned my computer on.
For today my love was the day I lost you........... forever.............
Because you taught me, through your love to be strong, so I can and will go on

Sometimes like today, the pain feels like it will never go away
It is everywhere my head, my heart, my whole body, which I had given to you
Now I have to stop thinking of the past and then and only then will it subside

Sometimes like today, there is time to think about the things that passed between us and wonder where it all went wrong..........

You always told me I had to learn to love myself before I could truely love another

Does that mean I have to hate myself before I can truely hate another ???....
I could never hate you, my heart would not allow it.