After much work and trashing most of the stuff I had I rewrote this story.  It's 1,000x better than the last one.  Thanks to the suggestions I was sent.  :-)  -Kat
All I Really Want....
 
 

Mia sat on the couch in the living room.  She had all the lights turned out and was watching the rain outside the windows.  The skies were grey and dark.  She yawned and heard the sound of thunder.  Thunder... that was something she needed in her life.  Passion, romance... a lover.   A part of her had been neglected for so long.
Mia hated when she went though one of these spells.  She never had time to do anything really about it.  This time though she had a house full of horomal teenage guys about her age to help her out.  Also plenty of time to seduce them.  Each had wonderful qualities but had one problem.  Last night Rowen looked at her and asked, "What do you really want?"
"What do you mean?" she asked.
"You don't seem very happy."
"I am, I assure you."
"There is something you want.  I can feel it," Rowen said wisely.
Kento had been sitting in the love seat joked, "She needs a man."

Had they seen though her that easily?  Was she truly that easy to read?  Of all the bad timing for her to be easy to read.  She didn't want all of them to know that she wanted affection.  She would've been the pun of every one of Kento's jokes.  That wouldn't have been fun plus she didn't want to look despert.  No matter how much she really was.
This morning Kento entered the kitchen early.  She was always the first to wake up. If she wasn't there would never be any hot water left.
Kento sat down and pulled the chair up to where she was working by the stove cooking off chicken.  He wore his night clothes, which are sweat pants and he looked as if something was bothering him  ."Mia," he said awkwardly, "there is something you should know.  Rowen and Ryo...er...well... they are...lovers to put it mildly.  I know you had a crush on Ryo and have seen you looking longingly at Rowen.  I just thought you should know."

"Are all the Ronins gay!" Mia exclaimed as she threw a pillow at the wall.
She curled up into a little ball and sighed.  She couldn't believe that this was happening to her.  Not that she ever had good luck with men.  First boyfriend was a Satanist, second was a guy only wanted sex and the third wanted someone to boost his ego.  Being a teacher and working at a college doesn't open up much dating oppertunties.  Teachers weren't allowed to have dates with their students.  Dean Muski made that quite clear to her.  Of course her Grandfather always kept her under constant watch.  Now though she was free, but all the good it did her.  "I hate this!"
"What do you hate?" A whispery male voice asked from the doorway.
"This," Mia said monotone.  She turned around and looked at the figure.  It was too dark to make out the figure much less see who it was.
"What is this?" he asked.
"Rowen and Ryo."
"You know?" the voice asked enraged but still quiet.
"Yes, I know.  Is there a reason I shouldn't?" Mia asked.
"Why does this upset you?"
"Because I want them," Mia said without thinking, almost in a zombie type state.
"Really?"
"No, I'm lying.  You see I'm practicing to be a lawyer..."
"How long?" he asked wistfully.
"How long?" she repeated as if not sure of the question, "I'm not sure when this all started.  Is this a shrink session?  I hope I'm not getting charged for this!"
"Of course not.  It's just that I've never seen you like this before."
"I've never let you see me like this before, that's why!  I'm a woman for godsake," Mia cried, "I have needs and desires too.  Why is that so hard to understand!"
"Do you still want them?" the voice asked, "both of them?"
"Yes, I do.  That and a dollar can get you a soda," Mia asked as she rolled her eyes.
"When were you planning on telling them?"
"Wasn't," Mia said, "It won't be fair to them."
The voice paused a minute then asked, "Do you know who you are talking to?"
"Probably a ghost from the depths of my mind. . . right now I don't really give a shit," Mia said, "Now are you done playing Ben Stein?"
"Ben Stein?"
"You know from the game show Win Ben Stein's Money!'"
A shadow shifted in the doorway and drifted over to her.  It knelt down beside the couch. "You must've been upset when you found out."
"Nah, it was my luck," she sighed, "I've got a hella track record."
"I'm sorry to hear that," the voice said, "I have good news for you though Rowen and Ryo aren't gay they're bi."
"Bisexual?  This is beginning to sound like a Real Work episode."
"I'm serious and they're home."
"Which one of them are you?" Mia asked feeling really stupid for opening up like that.
"Does it matter?"
"No, I just want to know."
"I thought you said you didn't care?"
"I have a right to know who'll make the wise cracks about me in the morning."
"Why do you say that?"
"Because what I say is simple lust.  Lust usually can make a good joke."
"Do you think lust is funny?"
"No."
"I'm glad," the voice said as it got closer to her ear, "Don't be afraid of yourself, Mia."
The shadow man got closer to her.  She could feel his breath on her neck.  Warm and gentle.  He moved slowly up to her lips.  He kissed her with sudden fircness.  Mia felt herself grow hot when he touched her breasts gently.  His hands were soft yet hard and unyielding.  He coaxed her mouth open and pulnged his tongue into her mouth.  Mia was shocked at the need she felt course within him.  He broke the kiss and slowly got up.  "You can come upstairs if you want.  In Ryo's room," he purred, "There is much more where that came from."
Then the shadow moved slowly toward the door and left.  Mia watched him go.  Part of her wanted to run up stairs and into Ryo's room and jump in their bed.  The other part wanted to go to sleep and pray for morning. She sat up then made herself get up.  She looked down at the plain, baggy grey t-shirt that she was wearing.  "Why couldn't I have been born sexy?" she asked herself, "If I was born sexy I wouldn't have this problem.  I'm just too plain.  I blend too easily into the back ground."
Mia walked around trying to decide what to do.  She felt the urgent feeling in her again.  This time it wouldn't go away.  She pushed, shoved and locked it away in her mind.  She could still hear it screaming screaming for release.  Without thinking she quickly ran up the steps.  Mia saw a light on in Ryo's room she listened outside for a moment.   They weren't talking.  Maybe this was some sort of trap!  Mia blushed and felt really dumb.  She started to walk to her room.  Then Ryo asked, "Are you serious?  She said that?"
"Yes and she meant it," Rowen said sincerely.
"Wow!"
"My thoughts exactly."
"Do you think she'll come up?"
"I hope so."
"This is too weird," Ryo said.
"Whoever thought," Rowen said his voice full of laughter, "It saves us the time of seducing her."
The pair started to laugh as Mia knocked on the door.
"Yes?" Ryo asked.
Mia almost lost her nerve but managedask weakly, "Ryo?"
The room went silent for a moment then Rowen said, "Mia?"
"Yes, Rowen?"Mia asked strangling on the words.
Ryo cleared his throat, "Please come in, Mia."
She slowly opened the door a crack.  She could see that Rowen and Ryo were sitting on the bed. Both were in jeans and a t-shirt.  She left very self conscience and wanted to run back to her room.  Mia couldn't though.  She wanted them too much.  She stood there a  moment then Ryo stood up.  He walked over to the door, opened it all the way and offered her his hand.  "It's okay, Mia," he whispered, "we're nervous too."
"Sure you are," she smiled, "Both of you have been planning this for a while."
Both warriors blushed.  "Can you blame us?" Rowen asked.
"You are a bit too tempting," Ryo said, "All sweet and innocent."
She took his hand and allowed him to slowly pull her into the room.  She shut the door behind her.  Rowen stood up. Ryo led her over to Rowen.  "I'm not sure how this works," Mia confessed.
"What about condoms?" Rowen asked bluntly.
"I know Sage has some," Ryo said with a wink, "I'll go steal two."
With that Ryo walked out.  Rowen smiled, "I'm glad you decided to come up!"
"So am I," Mia said as she touched his cheek, "Are you sure you want to do this?"
"Yes," Rowen said not disguising his want.  She could see in his eyes a blazing fire of passion.  He pulled her into his arms.  His muscles felt like steel. Mia never felt anything like it before in her life.  "I've wanted you for so long," Rowen confessed.
"I don't understand," Mia said still under the trance of being in his arms, "What about you and Ryo?"
"It's simple lust, Mia."
"Don't-have-time-to-get-girlfriends kind of lust?"
"To be frank yes.  We'll put them in danger anyway."
"Aren't you noble," Mia smiled wistfully.
Rowen smiled wider.  He had a wonderful smile.  "How will this work?" Mia asked.
"You'll see."
Ryo came back into the room with two packets in his hand.  "Got'um."
"What took you so long?" Rowen asked releasing Mia.
"Sage's room is a mess," Ryo said.
Mia blushed finally realizing her dreams were finally going to happen.
"I. . ." Mia started to say but  Rowen silenced her with a powerful kiss.
Ryo walked up to the pair and handed a packet to Rowen.  Rowen started to blush a little himself.  Ryo then whispered in her ear, "I get his back, the front is yours."
Mia smiled at him timidly.  She put her arms around Rowen and kissed him again.  Her arms shook with a dangerous mixture of want and nervousness.  Ryo walked around them as if they were the floor show.
Rowen quickly removed her shirt and Ryo pushed her underwear down past her hips.  Rowen and Ryo carefully laid her on the floor then quickly removed each other clothes only stopping briefly to touch and caress the other.  Mia watched with facination.  She felt herself grow wet watching them.  She felt out of place and embarressed.
Once the pair were undressed the came down and laid on either side of her.  Ryo looked at her breasts.  His gaze was hotter than the Rage of Inferno itself.  He gently placed his hands on her caressing her breast gently.  The nipples tightened as Ryo took one into his mouth.  He ran his tongue over it gently and he ran his fingers over the one.  Mia cried out in shock.  She twisted under his touch.
Rowen touched the inside of her thigh.  He gently moved upward and parted her legs.  He started to kiss the inside of her thigh and moved highed.  Until he got to her core and then gave her the most intimate kiss.  Mia moaned going wild at the pairs sendual invasion.
Ryo grabbed her trembling hand and carefully led it down to his hardening sex.  When Mia realized what happened touched him nervously, running her fingers slowly up and down him.  "I'm not sure . . ." Mia whispered.

Ryo released his hold on her breast and sat up.  He looked over at Rowen who was still busy playing with her.  He looked back at her and took her hand into his.  He moved her hand onto his tip and rubbed it.  Her hands were so soft and sweet.  He rocked himself against her.  Mia then got a little braver and moved her thumb to the underside of his tip.  Ryo cried out in shock.  Mia smiled as she experimently tugged on him.  "More," Ryo whispered.
At hearing his words Rowen looked up and smiled.  "I'll give you more," he said as he quickly moved Mia's hands out of the way and took Ryo's swollen sex into his mouth.  He sucked gently as Ryo moaned in pleasure.  Mia sat up and moved next to Rowen.  She laid back down and put her head on his thigh and kissed his sex.  With that simple action he became fully erect.  She then took him into her mouth and licked him gently.
Ryo moaned pushing more of his sex into Rowen's hot mouth.  Within seconds of entering Ryo came with stunning force.  Rowen let him go and focused on what was being done to him.  He cried out and quickly came himself.
Mia wiped her mouth.  Before she knew what was happening Rowen pulled her onto his lap and put the condom on.  When Ryo recovered his senses he quickly got behind Rowen.  Ryo kissed the back of Rowen's neck.  He then drove himself into Rowen quickly.  Rowen stiffened up instantly.  Ryo grabbed Mia's hips and pulled her closer to Rowen and then carefully pushed Rowen into her.  Mia opened her mouth to cry out but no sound came out.   He smiled as he pumped himself into Rowen.  Feeling Rowen all around him felt right.  They fit each other prefectly.
Rowen tried to keep pace with Ryo, using the safe stroke pace but he couldn't.  Feeling Ryo in him and Mia's sweet wet heat all around him was too much.  He felt like he was going to brust.  He reached down between Mia's legs and grabbed that little mound of flesh that caused her pleasure and played with it.  His strokes became harder and faster.  Mia grabbed on to him and buried her head in his shoulder.  She tightened around him and came quickly.  Her climax riggered Rowen's and then Ryo's.
The lovers collapsed on the ground breathing beavly.  Mia looked at Rowen.  Her eyes full of emotion as he carefully withdrew from her.   She put her head on his shoulder and quickly fell asleep.
Rowen turned and looked at Ryo who was already asleep.  Rowen put his head on top of Mia's.  As soon as he closed his eyes he joined his lovers in dream land.

Ryo was the first to open his eyes.  He slowly removed himself from Rowen.  He looked at the pair.  Rowen held Mia tightly in his arms and she snuggled against him.  Ryo felt himself grow very angry.  She was supposed to be his lover too but Rowen wasn't sharing her.  He got up and walked to the other side of Mia and laid back down.  He put an arm around her.   Ryo closed his eyes.  If Rowen thought he would keep Mia for himself he had another thing coming.  Rowen said that once it safe for them to have girlfriends their relationship' would be over.  That was the deal all the Ronins made.  Ryo was fine with that.  He didn't love Rowen.   He liked the sex but he wouldn't miss it.
Not only was Ryo angry that Rowen was holding her but he told Rowen that she was his.  What was Rowen trying to prove here?
Ryo pulled Mia closer to him then he fell asleep.

Mia woke up some time later.   She carefully got out of the pair of arms wraped around her.  She was sore and kind of stiff.  Mia got up and gathered her clothes.  They were a mess.  She'd have to launder them today.
She looked at Ryo and Rowen a while, both covered in sweat and looks of pleasure on their faces.  Mia didn't know what to think of what she had done.  She was taught that things like threesomes and kinky sex were sins.  It was the greatest pleasure she had ever known.  But yet the greatest agony.
She knew that this relationship wasn't going to last no matter how much she cared for them.  It would all end in heart break and she wasn't ready for that.  Her heart had been broken so many times that if it happened again that it wouldn't heal again.  She would surely die from it!
She carefully opened the door and walked back to her room.  Crawled into her bed and cried.

Rowen woke up first.  He was startled not to see Mia in his arms where she was last night. He decided not to wake Ryo up.  He was sleeping soundly which was rare now-a-days.  Rowen threw on a pair of jeans and went to Mia's room.  The door was open but no Mia.  The bed did look slepted in and her clothes she wore last night were balled up at the foot of her bed.  "Where are you, Mia?" Rowen whispered.
He then headed down stairs and found her in the kitchen. She was cooking something over the stove "Good morning," he smiled.
Mia looked up at him and smiled, "Good morning."
"It's early, why are you up?"
"Couldn't sleep."
"Why'd you head to your room?"
"I'm not used to sharing a bed with two guys.  I found it rather crowded," she said fully knowing that she was lying.
"You get used to it," Rowen laughed.
Mia shrugged.  Rowen walked up behind her and put his arms around her waist.  Mia froze up a moment.  Rowen was startled.  "Did I hurt you last night?  If I did I swear I didn't mean to!" Rowen exclaimed.
"No," Mia said nervously, "You didn't hurt me."
"Then what is it?  What's wrong?!"
"Rowen, I..."
"Was it... bad?"
Mia turned around and look straight into his eyes. "Oh no Rowen it was wonderful," Mia said sincerely.
"Then what is the problem?"
"It's hard to explain.  I guess I'm selfish...."
"What are you trying to say?"
"This relationship isn't going to work, Rowen."
"Don't be silly.  There are many relationships out there like ours."
"Rowen, please listen to me," Mia pleaded.
"No dammit!  I'll make it work."
"Rowen, it takes everyone in a relationship to make it work.  I'm not cut out for a relationship with more than two people in it.  I realized what I want isn't going to be what the both of you want.  What I did last night was selfish and done without thinking.  It was wrong, Rowen."
"Mia, you underestimate us."
"It was nothing to do with you and Ryo it has to do with me."
"Mia, I swear this relationship will work," Rowen said as he pulled her close, "I know you are scared but don't be.  Ryo and I will take good care of you.  I know from experience that you'll take good care of us."
Mia pushed him away.  "You aren't listening, Rowen.  I know the pair of you will take care of me.  I understand that.  I'm not cut out for this relationship. Please Rowen let this idea go."
"I know how nervous you were last night and I know you probably are having second thoughts about this.  Don't go off the handle just yet.  Lets give this a try.  All I ask is a trial period of a month.  If you still have the same feelings then it'll be over."
"Rowen. . ."
"I've dreamed about this for so long."
"Fine," Mia sighed, "one month trial period."
"Thank you, Mia," Rowen said as he picked her up and swung her around.

Ryo had listened to the whole conversion from outside the kitchen.  Mia was so scared, so scared of getting hurt.  Ryo swore to himself that no matter what he would never hurt her.
He walked into the kitchen as the pair looked up at him.  He offered his hand to Mia.  She took it gently.  Rowen unwillingly let her go to him.  Ryo held Mia close to him and whispered, "Don't worry.  If things don't work out before this trial period' is over I'll help you get out."
"Thanks," Mia whispered.
Ryo kissed her lightly on the cheek.  Rowen smiled, "There is everything better now."
"No," Ryo thought, "everything is not better.  She is mine and I love her! I don't know what you are trying to do here."
Mia smiled, "Yea, I guess so.  Now let me finish getting this breakfast prepared.  You know that the others are coming back this morning.  Plus Kento is bring Sho to meet everyone.  The pair of you better get showers and dressed before they get here."
"No problem," Rowen smiled.
Ryo fanned his nose, "You need one too."
"You weren't complaining last night!"
"I was kinda busy last night."
Both Ronins ran back up the stairs.  Mia shook her head and went back to cooking.  This was going to be awkward.  How were Rowen and Ryo going to act when the others got here?  Mia then yawned and decided to worry about it later. After one month she could get out this weird arrangemnt.  She knew how badly she once wanted this and now it just felt . . . wrong.  No, wrong isn't the right word.  It felt weird.  Rowen wanted this relationship more than Ryo did.
Mia went over to the pantry and grabbed a box of muffin mix.  She sat it on the table.  She sighed.  She heard someone come back down the stairs.  She turned around and saw Ryo standing in the door way.  "He beat me into the shower," he explained, "That and I needed a towel."
"It's in the bathroom closet."
"I know that," Ryo confessed, "Rowen didn't know I did though."
"I don't understand."
"I want to know what you really think of this relationship."
Mia slamed her hand down onto the kitchen table.  "Dammit, Ryo, just come out and say that you don't want me in this relationship!  After one month I'm gone. . ."
"You don't understand, Mia," Ryo said running his hands through his hair, "What I really want is a normal relationship."
"After this month you'll get it."
"I don't know what Rowen is trying to prove here. . ."
"I don't know either!"
"I'm not saying you did."
"Then what are you trying to say!"
"I'm trying to say that. . . Mia, I care about you.  You're right I don't want you in this relationship' because this relationship' doesn't exist.  Rowen is my friend. . ."
"But you're sleeping with him."
"I've also slept with Sage, Kento . . ."
"I don't need to know this!"
"I want to make you understand."
"I don't want to understand."
"You have to," Ryo said.  Now he was getting frustrated, "I care about you too much to get hurt in this situtaion."
"So?"
"So," Ryo said, rage coursing though him, "So!  After all this you can just say SO'!  I love you, dammit."
Mia went into shock she just stared at him a moment.  "Ryo?"
"Rowen is my friend and I care about him too.  For his sake I'm willing to go along with this one month deal.  After that do with the knoweldge I gave you today what you will."
Mia smiled weakly and nodded, "I'm willing to go along with this as well."
Ryo walked over to Mia and hugged her tightly.  She kissed him fully on the mouth.  "You need a shower," she laughed.
"Yeah, well," Ryo said.
"I'm going to enjoy this time to the fullest."
"What does that mean?" Ryo asked raising an eye brow.
"That means go jump in the shower with Rowen and I'll go find you a towel. . . if I get to dry the pair of you off."
Ryo smiled wickedly, "I'm sure I could go talk Rowen into it."
Mia kissed him again.  "You better hurry before he uses all the hot water."
Ryo laughed let her go and ran up the stairs again.  She laughed.  If nothing else this month was going to be fun.