DESPITE THE LOSS
Shortly after 9/11
I WOULD SO LOVE TO TELL YOU HOW THIS ALL HAS HAPPENED AND THERE SOME OF IT IN BELOW ON THIS PAGE AND MORE ON OUR JESUS FREAKS PAGE BUT RIGHT NOW ITS MORE IMPORTANT TO USE SCRIPTURE TO SHOW WHAT IS HAPPENING AND WHY.
IF YOU ARE READING THIS PAGE, YOU ARE NOT HERE BY CHANCE AS I WILL CLEARLY SHOW. THERE IS NO PRICE TAG ON THESE WRITINGS, SO THE MOTIVE IS PURE. ALSO, THE FACT THAT THESE WRITINGS HAVE COST A GREAT DEAL OF SATANS BACKLASH COMING AGAINST US SINCE WE BEGAN WRITING THEM, WE KNOW WE MUST BE ON THE RIGHT FOOT.
WHEN WE TRANSLATE THE PARABLES, THEY COME TO PASS.
IN THE CODES, IT IS WRITTEN OF ME,
"YOU WILL SLAY MANY MEN WITH YOUR FINGERTIPS",
THESE ARE THE WRITINGS WE PUBLISH.
THE LORD TOLD ME, AND IT IS WRITTEN, "PRAY THAT YOUR FLIGHT, WON'T BE IN THE WINTER, DON'T EVEN GO BACK INTO YOUR HOME". THIS SCRIPTURE IS FULFILLED IN YOUR EARS. THOSE WHO KNOW THE TRUTH, HEAR THE LORDS VOICE, AND THEY FOLLOW HIM WHEREVER HE GOES". DO YOU UNDERSTAND THIS?
SO WE ARE IN FLIGHT, AND THIS IS WHERE I WAS SHOWN IN THE CODES THAT KINGS AND QUEENS WOULD SEARCH FOR ME AND THEY WOULD MAKE THE KINGS AND QUEENS OF THE COUNTRIES THEY SEARCHED, SWARE THAT THEY DIDN'T KNOW WHERE I WAS.
I CAN'T BE TRACKED AS I AM OUT OF THE LOOP. NO ADDRESS, NO PHONE, NO ZIP CODE. SO WHO AM I? THIS IS THE IMPORTANT PART. WHO I AM IS NOT IMPORTANT, IT IS WHO I WRITE ABOUT THAT IS. I WRITE MY NAME ONCE IN A WHILE BUT THERE ARE NO PARADING CERTIFICATES ON ALL THE AWARDS AND DEGREES AND NO PRICE TAGS BECAUSE THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME. THIS ABOUT CHRIST THE LORD, GOD ALMIGHTY, THE HOLY SPIRIT AND THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN. DO NOT TRUST IN MAN, HIS DEGREES AND BANNERS AND AWARDS INSURE THAT HE WON'T KNOW.
IT IS WRITTEN,
WISDOM, KNOWLEDGE AND UNDERSTANDING CANNOT COME WITHOUT GREAT SUFFERING AND YOU MUST BUY IT AND YOU CANNOT SELL IT. THIS SOUNDS LIKE WISDOM WOULD HAVE TO BE RARE BECAUSE WISDOM COSTS BUT IT WILL NOT PROFIT.
IT ALSO IS WRITTEN, "THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN CANNOT COME WITHOUT GREAT TRIBULATION", AND IT WILL BE TAKEN VIOLENTLY BY FORCE". "THE ROAD TO HEAVEN AND THE GATE TO HEAVEN IS NARROW" AND FEW WILL ENTER. SO HOW DOES THIS ANYBODY KNOW THEY ARE GOING TO A PLACE WHERE FEW WILL ENTER? SO FEW IN FACT, THAT IT MOST LIKELY WILL COST YOU YOUR LIFE ON EARTH? BY LIVING IT. WHO ARE YOU IN THE BIBLE? ARE YOU THE GOOD PEOPLE IT TALKS ABOUT? DO YOU DO WHAT THEY DO? OR DO YOU DO WHAT THE BAD PEOPLE DO? WE ARE ALL WRITTEN ABOUT IN THERE. YES, OUR WHOLE LIVES. YOURS AND MINE.
ANOTHER SCRIPTURE FULFILLED FOR US, AS WE ARE AT THE END OF WHAT WORLDLY POSSESIONS WE STILL HAVE. HOWEVER, AS IT IS WRITTEN, CHRIST SAID WE WOULD HAVE TO FORSAKE IT ALL FOR HIM AND I VOWED TO DO THIS. TO THE DEATH IF NEED BE. FOR WHAT IS DEATH? OH GRAVE WHERE IS YOUR STING? DEATH, WHERE IS YOUR POWER?
THE WORD "CRAZY" COMES UP ALOT IN REFERENCE TO US, BUT WHAT WE WRITE DOES NOT CONFUSE WHICH IS WHAT CRAZY IS. SATAN IS CRAZY, AND SO HE WILL NATURALLY CALL WHAT IS CONFUSING TO HIM, "CRAZY".
IN ONE OF THE COURT PROCEEDINGS THAT WAS FILED AGAINST ME ON 9/11, MY PREVIOUS WIFE SAID, "HE SAYS HE HEARS VOICES FROM GOD" AND ALL I COULD THINK WAS, "DOESN'T EVERYBODY"????
HOWEVER, AS IT IS WRITTEN, "THEY WILL CALL YOU CRAZY, THIS IS HOW YOU'LL KNOW". SCRIPTURE FULFILLED. THEY THOUGHT JESUS, NOAH, MOSES, PAUL AND SO MANY OTHERS THE VERY SAME THING.
IT IS ALSO WRITTEN, "FOXES HAVE HOLES, BIRDS HAVE NESTS, BUT I, THE SON OF MAN HAVE NO WHERE TO LAY MY HEAD". PROPHECY AND SCRIPTURE FULFILLED.
I AM OFTEN TOLD, "YOU HAVE BEEN TRANSLATED", AS IT IS WRITTEN AS WELL.
JESUS SAID AS IT IS WRITTEN, THEY PERSECUTED ME, SO IT WILL BE NATURAL FOR THEM TO PERSECUTE YOU, A SLAVE IS NEVER TREATED BETTER THAN HIS MASTER.
SCRIPTURE FULFILLED.
HE ALSO SAID, "WHEN THEY PERSECUTE YOU, THEY WILL THINK THAT THEY ARE DOING ME A FAVOR". SCRIPTURE FULFILLED.
"THOSE WHO PERSECUTE AND OPPRESS YOU WILL NOT BE FOREIGNERS, THEY WILL BE THOSE WHO EAT BREAD AT YOUR TABLE". SCRIPTURE FULFILLED.
"WHEN YOU BELONG TO THE WORLD, IT LOVES YOU (AS IN ITS PEOPLE), BUT WHEN YOU BELONG TO ME THE WORLD WILL HATE YOU. SCRIPTURE FULFILLED.
" THE RICH WILL DRAG YOU INTO THE COURTS". SCRIPTURE FULFILLED 8 TIMES OVER SINCE 9/11. COINCIDECE? ESPECIALLY WHEN ADDED WITH "PRAY THAT YOUR FLIGHT WONT BE IN THE WINTER", FULFILLED 3,3, 2002.
"IS IT NOT THE RICH WHO ARE EXPLOITING YOU"? SCRPTURE FULFILLED 8 TIMES OVER SINCE 9/11. HAS ANY ONE READING THIS BEEN DRAGGED INTO COURT BY 4 OR 5 DIFFERENT AGENCIES OR COURTS, BY YOUR OWN PEOPLE ( CHRISTIANS, FAMILY) IN AS LITTLE AS 3 MONTHS TIME, AND WAS CONDEMNED TRIED AND CONVICTED WITHOUT ASKING US ONE SINGLE WORD. SCRIPTURE FULFILLED
CHRIST ANSWERED HIS ACCUSERS NOT A WORD. SCRIPTURE FULFILLED. WE DID NOT ANSWER OUR ACCUSERS NOT A WORD. SCRIPTURE FULFILLED.
"THEY WILL KIDNAP YOUR CHILDREN AND I WILL HAVE THEM BROUGHT BACK"
"THEY WILL CALL YOU EVIL AND DANGEROUS, ALL BECAUSE OF THE SON OF MAN", SCRIPTURE FULFILLED. RESTRAINING ORDERS WERE ORDERED AGAINST US IN THE REQUEST OF OUR ATTACKERS. I DO NOT BLAME THEM FOR THIS. THEY KNEW I WOULD SEND THEM A COUPLE HUNDRED PAGES OF SCRIPTURES ASKING THEM TO FORGIVE AND FORGET, SO AS TO OBEY CHRIST AND LIVE AS HE PROMISED. I WANT THEM TO FORGIVE AND FORGET, AS WE HAVE, AS WE HAVE BEEN COMMANDED, SO THAT THEY MIGHT TURN AND BE HEALED".
IT PAINS ME SO TO THINK OF THE NEXT VERSE,
"BUT THEY WOULDN'T".
SO I WILL TRUST IN MY KING AND MY LORD THAT HIS PERFECT WILL SHALL BE ACCOMPLISHED IN THE EARTH, AS IT IS IN HEAVEN, AND THIS SHALL HAPPEN AS EVERYTHING HE SAYS HAPPENS
MY CHOSEN ARE THE POOR, THE NEEDY, THE HOMELESS, THE WIDOWS, THE FATHERLESS, AS JESUS CAME TO BE FIRST. HE SHOWED US WHO HIS FATHER WAS, WHAT HIS FATHER DID, HOW HIS FATHER WANTED US TO BE, AND HOW TO LOVE AND OBEY HIS FATHER AND WHAT THE RESULTS OF THESE THINGS WOULD BE. HE DID IT FIRST SO WE WOULD UNDERSTAND WHAT WE WOULD HAVE TO FACE SOMEDAY AS ALL HIS PEOPLE HAVE.
"I ONLY DO WHAT I SEE MY FATHER DO", "I ONLY DO WHAT PLEASES MY FATHER", AND JESUS DID THESE THINGS AND YET THE WORD (JESUS), THE SON OF GOD WAS HOMELESS. WHAT A SHAME. HOWEVER, I GIVE JESUS A SHOUT OUT, "HERE I AM, I AM WITH YOU"!! I UNDERSTAND THE PLAN!! I LOVE YOU, I AM HERE...DESPITE THE LOSS, DESPITE THE COST.
THE FALSE PROFITS (FALSE PROPHETS) WILL SPEAK PEACE AND PROSPERITY WHEN DESTRUCTION WOULD HIT (911) AND THERE WOULD BE NONE THOUGH THEY WOULD KEEP SPEAKING IT. SCRIPTURE FULFILLED.
I DON'T GIVE THE BOOKS, VERSES AND NUMBERS BECAUSE THE ANSWERS MUST BE SEARCHED OUT. YOU CAN'T JUST BUST OPEN THE BIBLE AND KNOW CHRIST. IT ISN'T THAT EASY. CHRIST HATES SIN, HE WILL NOT TOLERATE IT. YOU MUST CEASE FROM SIN, AND YOU MUST SEARCH HIM OUT IN THE SCRIPTURES. YOU WILL FIND ALL OF THE VERSES I HAVE HAD FULFILLED IN MY LIFE IF YOU DESIRE TO KNOW. GOD ALMIGHTY WILL SHOW YOU HIS WORD, JUST REMEMBER, READ IT WITH A PURE HEART AND UNDERSTANDING. THIS WORD IS ALIVE, AND IT CUTS AS A DOUBLE EDGE SWORD. THE MEANING OF THIS SHOULD BE TAKEN VERY LITERALLY.
GOD WANTS YOU TO KNOW HIS WORD (HIS SON), SO THAT YOU WILL KNOW HIM.
YOU KNOW YOU ARE IN THE BOOK OF LIFE, WHEN YOU LIVE THE BOOK OF LIFE.
ARE WE "RIGHTEOUS"? ONLY GOD COULD SAY. WE WOULD SAY NO.
ARE WE SUFFERING? AS CHRIST DID? WE ARE.CHRIST DIDN'T DESERVE IT, WE DO.
HOWEVER, AT THIS POINT IN TIME, THE SCRIPTURE IS FULFILLED, "ON THAT DAY, I WILL TROUBLE ALL FLESH AND AS SIMEON SAID, "CHRIST WILL REVEAL THE HEARTS OF ALL MANKIND". MANS TRUE INTENTIONS ARE NOW BROUGHT TO LIGHT, AS OUR FAMILY KNOWS SCRIPTURE AND FULFILLS IT AS IT SAID THEY WOULD BUT THEY CANNOT UNDERSTAND THIS UNTIL THE LORD OPENS THEIR EYES TO IT.
WHEN THE TOWERS WERE STRUCK, SATAN WAS HIT IN THE POCKETBOOK AND SO WHAT DID HE DO? HE RETALIATED AND CALLED HIS CAUSE TO END EVIL AND TERRORISTS OF INNOCENT PEOPLE. THOSE PEOPLE IN THOSE TOWERS WERE NOT INNOCENT AND THEY DID FAR MORE DAMAGE TO THE WORLD AND KILLED FAR MORE PEOPLE THAN THE TERRORISTS COULD HAVE EVER DREAMED.
"YOU HAVE ATTACKED AND CONDEMNED INNOCENT WHO WERE NOT OPPOSING YOU". SCRIPTURE FULFILLED
We were attacked like never before and my name came up in Job 1:12 which has almost but all come true. However, as I told my Lord Yeshua the Christ, "despite the Loss, Despite The Cost,
I WILL CONTINUE TO SERVE YOU" and so I say now again to my Lord, her I am.
What would you tell this Angel who wants to go to his house with his dad?
Or did you think instead, that his father must have done something to deserve this?
Or did you think that I might just be telling a sob story to make money or to sell a book as so many do?
However, in this cold world, we must think about mercy and compassion and not SACRIFICE
This is God's plan for me and I have total Faith in this because my name was encoded in,
Job 1:12
"And the Lord said unto satan, take all that he has, but on the man himself, do not lay a finger"
and then I was given the verse, "touch not mine annointed and do my prophets no harm".
HOWEVER, THEY DID. THIS FULFILLS THE SCRIPTURE THAT MAN IS DESPERATE FOR WANT OF JUDGEMENT.
Have you ever seen children who are not punished when they are bad? They always get worse until the punishment comes. They did not realize that they brought the punishment on themselves in a way of seeing whether or not their parents cared. The Palestinians desecrate Holy sites all of the time but for all that persecute, oppress and desecrate what is God's, the punishment will come but it will be in the same form as 9/11. So I say two words to all including myself, STOP AND REPENT.
I desire mercy, not sacrifice, as does my Father in Heaven. We don't want money, we want Prayers. We want to go to Heaven, we want our family to go to Heaven and we want our enemies to go to Heaven. We will suffer as Christ suffered so that God's Perfect will might be accomplished on earth as it is in Heaven. Despite the loss, despite the cost. No money could ever heal the pain we have suffered, but Christ can.
If our suffering matters to you, even if you don't know us, it will matter to Christ who does.
Could you tell this beautiful child that his home has been taken from him and he no longer has a home? Especially knowing that in him, and his 5 year old sister, you clearly see The Kingdom of Heaven in all its beauty, innocence, and purity .
I thought the expression, "tears poured out like water", was just that...An "expression". However, today I learned that it isn't an expression, it is a reality.
I saw Jesus as He died, and the hardest part was knowing that His sorrow really did break His heart.
I then realized that I have not suffered near as much loss as Christ did, but I sure could feel how pure he was in His thoughts. He didn't care who hated him, He didn't care who was killing Him, He only cared for their salvation.
I could show my previous spouse, my wifes previous spouse, my mother, my previous employer, and my Christian brothers and sisters, who turned on us and stole everything that mattered to us, that they are fulfilling Prophecy in their persecution and oppression of us, letter by letter, step by step, and verse by verse, but would this lead to their Salvation?? Or would it lead to their Condemnation? It would lead to their condemnation.
However, Christ wants them to go to Heaven and because I love Christ, I want them to go to Heaven too. So I must forgive them, so that I might be forgiven for whatever I have done, and I must not condemn them so that I will not be condemned. I must love unconditionally so that I might be loved unconditionally.
I know the reality of Heaven and I know the reality of Hell leading me to a fear of God in which leads me to try to do exactly what Jesus did, so that I might go where Jesus went, and so that I might live where He lives.
I want to go to Heaven because I have seen an absence of God in this World that has caused money, credit and Worldly vanity to be far more important than human life and the persuit thereof.
Jesus desires mercy, not sacrifice. Compassion, not money. Love, not hate. Salvation, not condemnation.
So if this is what He wants, even to the point of dying for it, I must want it too, even to the point of dying for it.
Heavenly Father, I told your Son that me and my house would continue to love Him despite the cost, and I have almost lost it all, but here we are. We still love Him, We still love you, and we still love our neighbors as ourselves. Despite the cost. Despite the loss.
We cannot turn back and though we have almost lost it all, we will still seek your face and your Kingdom until the very end when your Son comes to save us.
I could care less about wealth and I could care less about all of the awesome riches you will provide in your Kingdom, but I cannot bear the thought of being separated from you and your love.
So I will seek your face.
Despite the loss, despite the cost.
The family you gave me is more than I could have ever asked for and this kind of love could have only come from above. I want to go where you are so that we might all have this Communion and Fellowship as we now have, but for an eternity.
I know your promises are true and I know you. So I will wait unitl the date when my family is brought back as you have promised. And on day, gladly I will say,
"let us go unto the House of the Lord, for as me and my house, we will serve the Lord"
I am waiting for you. I am waiting patiently.
Despite the loss, despite the cost.
May we all have mercy? May we all have back what was lost?
We love you and we will wait for your answer.
We will desire a Miracle that only you could bring.
We are waiting. We are patient. We want to be obediant.
We do these things for you because we need you now more than ever.
The Signal Receivers
James, James Jr., Grace, Paul, Pam and Sean.
One In Christ. Despite the cost, despite the loss.
We are Jesus Freaks, We are Martyrs, and we are Witnesses.
Despite the loss, despite the cost.
"If you've never considered dying for Christ, then you probably haven't been living for Christ".
DC Talk
A Jesus Freak
Jesus Freak; One who is obsessed with God Almighty and His Lamb; One who cannot deny Christ, despite the loss, despite the cost and despite the pain because of the end gain.
The Prize. The Wise and the Eternal Family ties.
Can you feel it. Can you feel Gods touch. It's worth dying for.
As The Apostle Paul once said,
"I have run the race"
And I say,
"And you have recieved the prize"
One in Christ, One in suffering, One in Love, and One in Faith
So to be one family in Gods presence for all eternity.
Money cannot buy this and in fact, money deters this and even worse than this is that money is what has caused all of this loss, and so I say once again,
Money is the Anti-Christ. Money is the root of all evil and only rich people use Scripture in retaliation of my saying this by saying, "it is the love of money, not money itself that causes sin", and I say you are right but you shouldn't have said this because you stole 4 of our children so that you could have more of this money that you so love,
but satan, read the book, give it up, you can't win, you are already defeated.
You are an Angel yes, even at one time, the strongest Angel, the most beautiful Angel,
but you'll never be God and you cannot defeat him.
Let God be God and every man a liar.
It is Written that you will be brought down low and you will be terrified when God comes to send you to your eternal prison of fire.
Do you really think you can change this outcome?
If you do, you certainly do not know God the way that I do.
My Father knows what you have done to my family as you have done to so many other families and He is coming to do what He does best.
Full Circle plus an Hundred Fold will be His punishment and His judgement.
Kill, steal and destroy is what you do best, but I have suffered these things, and I say as it is written,
"Oh death where is your power and Oh grave, where is your sting"?
You have been defeated by the Lamb who was slain from the foundation of the World, but then rose again, to end your power as He told you He would.
How else can I say it? You lose, Christ won. Get over it. Get on with it.
Christ is coming and you know it as do I. I have already seen your beginning, I seen your fall and I have seen your end. You cannot stop it. So kill, steal and destroy while you can. Hurry!! Hurry!! Hurry!! But these things cannot profit you in a lake of fire where this is great weeping and gnashing of teeth to no end.
You keep attacking and I will keep witnessing. The more you attack, the more I witness against you to my Father.
I will not stop.
You took many of our children and you took many of my family members in to captivity, but did I quit?
The Lord rebukes thee so you cannot stand. Give it up. We love and we do not hate.
You took my home, so I sit here in a hotel writing, but do you see that I am still writing?
Christ. Heaven. Almighty God.
This is who I serve.
I WILL NOT STOP.
UNDERSTAND.....I WILL NOT STOP.
YES, DESPITE THE LOSS, DESPITE THE COST.
I'm still here in Jesus' name and He will control my fate, not you.
Do you know this to be true?
We will see, we will tell, we will witness.
However, we will not stop
THE SIGNAL RECEIVERS
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