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TO OUR BABIES,
I somehow hope this reaches you and or somehow you read it so that we can tell you all, that we love you.
We miss you deeply.
I must pour my heart out into these words on this screen because I cannot speak to you face to face nor can we call you.
I sit across the way from my wife, my best friend, my soulmate and I watch her cry. and as I look on, I see blank stares from James & Isabel, "the kingdom of Heaven" who up until now have not known sorrow from their mother and father, or their brothers and sisters.
they don't know what happened to their 6 brothers and Sisters who were home one day and gone the next. We know that we deserve to suffer as Christ was the only one who was innocent, but it tears me apart to see James & Isabel this way.
I don't want to blame anybody and I will take all of the blame if I could just see you all smile again.
The Lord said, "blessed is the man who has many sons, for they will be his strength when he is weak". I am weak, and I need my children more so than I ever have before.
I have never known what it was like to be without you all. You all built my faith when I was down. Now, me and your mom are broken, but if this be so, what must it be like for James & Isabel?
I Pray to God Almighty, In His Sons name,
that you stay close to Him and His Word, the time....
has been set, but He hasn't come yet and so I must be patient for the time that we will all be together again.
He said our children would be taken from us, but He has promised to bring them back and since at least 30 or so Scriptures have been fulfilled pertaining to us all, I know His Word will always come true. Patience however, is what I know I must learn.
We had to remain silent in the court hearings. We were Commanded to. We had to for your sakes, and for James & Isabels sakes. In this way we could show Faith in the Lord by waiting for Him to rescue us as He promised, "those who wait on me will not be disappointed."
I love you all in Jesus' Name,
your mother loves you all,
and you know James & Isabel both love you all.
May God Forever Bless You and May He always keep you close and may He be all the things I wasn't to you as only he could be to children such as you. You are all the Kingdom Of Heaven in my eyes.
Nothing you could ever do or say can change this. I Love You all so much I Pray these tears will be taken up in the clouds and carried to your shoulders. I've cried many tears but thanks be to God, there are many shoulders for them to rest on.
Mitchell, do you remember when we were watching the clouds and you recited the verse, "blessed is HE who when the Son Of Man returns, finds him watching", and I was going to tell you the same verse? That was the Holy Spirit within us revealing each others thoughts so that we would understand that the Holy Spirit lives.
We can all still converse through our Holy Spirit as we did then. Through Prayer. We will be Praying as will James and Isabel.
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