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 ive years....Five long years... How long do you suppose the shell can remain in the absence of a soul? I hear my laughter and I turn inwards, trying to find the source of that sound, where it comes from. The smile doesn’t fit quite right. The exterior cracks from time to time and the Darkness finds its way into the light and tries to swallow it all. The strain becomes unbearable. How easy it would be to surrender too what remains.... embrace the Darkness and let it take me. I wonder how it’s carress would feel. Would it comfort me? I think I fight it for a reason. What I long for I once possessed, but it died in me so long ago I forget what it was. My mind has filled in the blanks with a life a never lived, with feelings I never had and desires I can’t fulfill. I can’t suffer in love again. The Darkness waits |
