Well, some friends suggested I post some of me poems, so here we go. This may grow overtime, so feel free to check back periodically. Some have asked why I don't post a happy poem. Well, to those of you wondering this, make me happy and maybe I'll write one. The closest I can offer is one in praise of the joys of yaoi and yuri...

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Mother AUDIO
You, you turn your back to me
and close your heart, yet open it to them
I, your child waiting patiently  but you tear me apart, as if I were a sin
Strangers will receive your praise
whilst I must dodge your hand
My friends receive your kind words
but you curse me where I stand.
Were I but a star shining bright,
or a young rose bud filled with life,
But I am me, the child you can’t love,
refusing to die, I know I must survive.
I retreat to my darkened room
and watch intently my clock
Waiting for something unknown
my spirit fading with the ticktock.
Why do you love everyone else so much more?
Is it so hard to push open that door,
to let in upon darkness that comforting
light?...
..........
.....I love you, you whore...

I Laugh
Sitting in my darkened room
Listening to the crackling fire
Chocked by the smoke filling my lungs
But I don’t move cause death is what I desire
I feel it drawing nearer,
I shake with a gentle shiver....
I’m in a lovely daze
As the flames lick my feet
Smiling drowsily I hear a song
The scent of gasoline is as a rose to me
When my charred body is found
Some may cry, some may laugh
But none will laugh as hard as I who died.

Toy Store
Silly child standing in the store
Her mother said 'pick a toy'
The silly girl saw three dolls
each as nice as the other before,
but her mother said 'one and no more'
She must pick the one to bring joy
To her lonely childish heart...
Silly child lost in confusion
Time is nearing for her to choose
though it will indeed tear her apart,
will it heal the wounds and erase the scars?
Dammit to hell with decisions!
crying child curls up on the floor,
         eyes closed tight...
            she waits to die...

by: A.I.K. aka: Crunchie

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