17 October 1999

College Life, more.





I think I just had the best college night so far. Four/five weeks in, and here it was. I had a pretty good time. It was a designated "Dan" night. I'm glad I stuck around for his call instead of calling Tim. I had a great time. I was kind of considering the getting drunk thing previously, as a next time encounter with Dan. I was also considering making a move on him too. Well I did neither tonight. Although I did get my first beer buzz. And that was fun enough.

Dan told me to bring girls. I couldn't exactly get anyone to go...and most people had gone home for the weekend. But, I did get my next door roomie, Michelle to go. After she agreed, I kind of didn't want her too. She's pretty, but she's not like "whoah momma." It would have fun to bring someone to wow the other guys. (Or maybe not!) Let me, be the "wow-er," right? :)

So Michelle goes, but all is well. She's reasonbly socialable, and I think everyone enjoyed her company. Until she started beating the guys up....I don't know. But she ended up hooking up with this guy named Cliff. They went back to his place, mid way back to a party. I don't even know him. I'm a little worried. It was her decision, but still, I don't think people should let you go off with some guy they don't know. That's how date rape happens. I'd like to say it was her choice and she went, but perhaps she was drunk, or who knows. I guess it doesn't really matter. By the time I noticed she wasn't with us anymore, I couldn't even see them. I didn't even have a chance to say, "no."

Dan was "better" tonight. Of course it was less fun.. ;) But he handled himself a lot better, than his floaty, flirty self a couple times back. But it didn't matter, I still had a great time. I can tell he likes me. But of course, he's also pretty desperate. He'd probably be happy with just about any girl. So I can't get too full of myself in this situation. I can't figure though. I mean he is a nice guy. And I think he's cute. I like his friend, Rich, too. He's a good-looking guy. Not necessarily my type, kind of a bigger guy, but still cute.

So I actually felt some effects from the alchol. It was kind of fun. And perhaps better than being drunk anyway. I will definitly remember everything I did and said. But i still got to that "warm" stage. The people were cool, the parties were friendly, all is well. I like hanging out with Dan's crew. I have a better time with his gang than I ever did with Tim's. I don't know why that is.

Dan keeps on saying i'm hands off. I guess that's good. I mean if Tim is still into me, and him and Dan are friends, then you shouldn't be hitting on your guy's girl. But the thing is, is that I'm not Tim's girl anymore. And the truth is that Dan and Tim really aren't that good of friends. So technically...I'm hands on. ;)

I didn't get the opportunity but I'm still planning on making a move. It would be fun to see his reaction. It would fun to just live off all my sexual energy, and just be who i am anyway. A slut, aglaia? ;)

No, not a slut, but sometimes I would be fun just to get super flirty. I'm definitly reserved. And I'm definitly tired. Talk more later.