How are you all doing. I am finally back home. I have not been able to take any new pictures, but I promise to put some up tomorrow. I am sorry. My wife keeps telling me that she is going to help me with the pictures but she never does. I am not going to count on her for this anymore. I guess if I don't do it, no one will. Well, there is not much to tell. I have not been able to get dressed since I left. I am so happy to finally be back. I have not stopped taking my herbal hormones. The only difference that I have noticed up to now, is all mental. I feel a little bit more feminine. I took a gender test this morning on the internet and it said that I was definitely a woman. I was so happy because I answered every question honestly. Then I had my wife take it and it turned out that she was only a borderline woman. She was not too happy about that especially when I said to her " I told you I was a woman!" I don't know what it is. I know that she wants to be with me for ever, but I guess she thinks that if she keeps postponing my progress, I will some day give it up. I told her that it is going to happen whether she likes it or not. I don't want to loose her and I don't think I will, but I know that it is going to be hard for her to adapt. I don't want to rush her or my self, but I don't want to wait for ever ether. Well, I will be back tomorrow with some pictures, I promise. I love you all. Keep writing. Thanks to all.

I am so sorry that I have not been able to keep my word about the updates. I have been working really hard to get everything done here that I have not been able to even get on the internet. I want everyone to know that I will be going on a business trip on Monday, February 26, and I will not be back till March 9. This means that I am not going to be able to get on the internet again. That is why I want to update the site one more time before I leave. I am working on getting my wife to take some pictures of me. I have been talking to her about this and letting her read some of the e-mails that you have sent. I think she is starting to come around. I know it is not going to be easy for her, but if you all keep being as nice as you have been and as supportive. She will come around. I wish I had a little more time to write, but I have to go and finish my taxes. I think I am going to have to pay a lot of money this year.

I am very happy with the amount of people visiting the site. I really can't believe that so many people have been here. The last time I looked it was over 2000 hits. I just couldn't believe it. I only started 5 days ago and I was really not expecting so many hits. Thank you all for this. I also want to thank all of you who have sent me all the complements and all the tips. They really help out a lot. I got a tip to trim my eye brows. As soon as I read that e-mail, I went and did it. I didn't do too much since I didn't want people at work to notice to much change. I don't think anyone noticed and if they did, they have not said anything. I like how they look now, but I think they can still use some work. I wish I didn't have to go around hiding my true feelings. That is why I love having this site were I can express my self freely and don't have to worry about what others think. This is truly one of the best things that I have ever done for my life. I should have done this a long time ago. I have gotten some e-mails from you telling me that I should buy a better wig. I would love to buy a much better wig, but unfortunately I can't really afford it. If anyone has a more affordable suggestion, feel free to share it with me. I have been having problems with my internet service (Netzero) lately and it has made it hard for me to get on line as much as I would like. I know that if I would pay for the service it would be a lot better, but again, I can't really afford it. It is hard being married and having a kid at my age. I am only 24. I hope to some day be able to afford all the nice things that I should have. Well, enough winning. I know that you are getting bored with it. I am going to try to get some more pictures to put on the site. It is not too easy since I still have not been able to tell my wife. I almost told her yesterday, but she said something that made me change my mind. She did assure me that she wants to be with me even when I become a complete woman inside and outside. I was happy that she said that, but I was sad that she is still having trouble understanding me. I almost forgot. I started on the herbal estrogen that I was talking about. It is going to take longer then with prescription hormones to notice any difference, but as soon as anything starts to change I will let you know. The other thing that would like to try now is electrolysis. That is going to be the next step. Hopefully it is not to far down the line. Well, that is all for now. I hope that you keep coming back the way you have. You are all my friends and I love you all.

I am so sorry about what happened. Today I woke up to look at my e-mail and found that my e-mail account was closed. I don't know why, but I am going to find out. Any way, I got a new one. It is michellesplace23@hotmail.com. I hope that it is not too much of an inconvenience to anyone. You might have written to me on the other account and I might not have been able to read it since I never got it. I really apologize. My internet access has been doing really weird things. This has really made it difficult to do anything. Last week I had taken a vacation from work. It is all over tomorrow and I must start working again. That is really going to make it even more difficult to update since my wife doesn't know about the web site. I am still waiting for the right moment to tell her. I just hope its soon. That way I can do more with the site. Maybe she can take my pictures instead of having to use the timer on the camera. Well, I hope that you all keep writing and sending all the nice comments. The more I hear from you, the better I feel about my self. I really don't know what to do. I want to become a woman more then anything in the world, but I really don't want to loose my family. I guess I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. I am sure that as time goes by things are going to get better. Oh, did I mention? I have some new pictures. Its my first skirt. It is not much, but I thought I should put some more pictures. I don't want to let any one down. I hope you like them. Well, till next time, Michelle.

What can I say about today? Well, I took my wife to see Hannibal. I thought it was a little slow but good. My wife fell asleep. It is getting harder and harder to dress up and work on the site. My wife is around all time and every time she notices that I am dressing up, she gives me a face. I keep hoping that when she has the baby, she will go back to being her self. OK, back to the site. I am really happy with all the people that have come to visit. I hope that this keeps up. I have taken your advice and joined some web rings. It took me a little bit, but I figured it out. Maybe now more and more people will come. I think I was finally able to get on the Susana Marques Directory. I know that this is the best place to be on to get a lot more traffic through the site. I am trying to keep up with all the nice e-mails that I have gotten and writing back. I hope I never fall behind. There are times that I will not be able to check or write any e-mails. I guess I will let you know ahead of time. That is all for now. If you have any suggestions, fell free to let me know. I am just starting with this and any little bit helps. Thanks again for visiting and I hope you enjoy the rest of the site.

There is not much to say about today. I am so happy that so many people are visiting my sites. This makes me feel really special. I am getting a lot of good comments. Don't stop sending them please. I feel so good about my self. I decided to put some more pictures. Most of the cloth that I wear in this pictures are my wife's. I am so lucky that she wears the same size as me. I was going to tell my wife about the web site, but I don't think its a good idea. Lately she has not been too supportive about my dressing up. I don't know if its because she is pregnant or what. I hope that this is only a phase that she is going through. I got my body waxed the other day and I feel so good. Shaving always gives me a really bad rash especially on my legs. I guess its not for every girl. I have been trying to get into the different Web Rings, but don't understand some of them. I guess I will learn in time. Well that is all for now. Keep checking. I am sure that you will enjoy it as time goes by. I will do my best to update as much as possible. Thanks again to all.